I decided to delete my entire main journal, because that is the past & I dont care to remember one part of it that Phil wasn't involved in. So new start :)
This is my first post of the new year, and all I have to say is good things.
I had my 20 week scan yesterday, the one that determins the sex of the baby...I'm having a little boy. I wanted a little boy really bad, but I was sure it was a girl for some reason.
I'm sooooo happy. My relationship with Phil has brought nothing but happiness, even through our hard times, we've done nothing but have a laugh & love each other.
Our baby is so lucky, because it was born through nothing but pure love & adoration of its parents.
The title of my journal "my prison" is no longer relevant, and I need to think of a name that symbolizes my true happiness.
The only regret I have, is that I married that idiot from America, otherwise I'd be planning my wedding to Phil. Things have been getting in the way of me & Phil sorting out my divorce, but we plan to have the ball rolling some time this week. As soon as Im divorced, me & Phil are going to have an abroad wedding, in either Mexico or Egypt.
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