***** BECAUSE OF YOU ******
15:14 Jun 17 2011
Times Read: 505
"" Because of u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ""
greetings 2 all great souls ,
this is one of the poem i like ,............
***Because of you, in gardens of blossoming
Flowers I ache from the perfumes of spring.
I have forgotten your face, I no longer
Remember your hands; how did your lips
Feel on mine?
Because of you, I love the white statues
Drowsing in the parks, the white statues that
Have neither voice nor sight.
I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice;
I have forgotten your eyes.
Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to
My vague memory of you. I live with pain
That is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
Make to me an irreperable harm.
Your caresses enfold me, like climbing
Vines on melancholy walls.
I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to
Glimpse you in every window.
Because of you, the heady perfumes of
Summer pain me; because of you, I again
Seek out the signs that precipitate desires:
Shooting stars, falling objects..........................****
love & pain go 2gather hand in hand .................
** AM I INSANE OR !!!!!! **
15:12 Jun 17 2011
Times Read: 506
* AM I INSANE OR .............
"" Staring into a broken reflection
of tarnished imperfection,
marred with syringes and drugs
each pill breaks me down like a bug
reaching my limit till I collapse.
Therapy increases thoughts of suicide,
realizing your promises were lies.
Distortion rakes my mind into falling apart
already failing, I've lost my heart,
only so much pain can be endured.
I think I'm going insane
because dying here in shame
I have pushed away everyone I know,
and having nothing to show
I'm finally letting go...... !!!!!
but ,my heart bleeds for you,
My hearts hurt, its bleeding for our love we should have..
Bleeding from a thousand cuts all over, reaching for your heart, I can't grab
Slip and fall from so much pain and blood loss...hands are shaking
Fall on my face so many times already...feel like my face is breaking
Drowning in my own blood, trying to speak what means the most to me..
Last breath gets flooded and I choke, watching my life go..1...2...3
1: Spit out the blood I was choking on, slowly open my eyes..
Start to get up, stumble at first, but finally make it to my surprise
2: Try to keep my balance, hobble on ova, practically throwing myself to you
Keeping myself up by grabbing onto your shoulder, start moving closer, trying to make it through
3: Placing my hand on your cheek, tears flowing down his own cheeks, hoping it all can't be true
Just taking a good look at your beautiful face, your lips, your eyes, trying to remember it, before dropping on the floor I pull you closer...barely kiss your soft lips..whispering on them.."I love you.."
this the real feeling for you in the end ,
the ever loving heart questions back ,
not to find you near me , around me , in me ,
am i insane just for you ! OR
is this just a phase thats passing by ?
I am so imperfect
when desire inhabits my inns
and the sharks show me their fins
Some losses are infinite.
I keep losing myself
inside myself ................
again with hope for you ...... just you ,
insanely for you !!!!!!!!!
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