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Before few days i just find out something very shocking and I was devastated I just couldn't believe what I heard. ..but somehow I already feel that but seems I needed prove ....and today I'm not even mad.I just feel sorry that is all.But anyway today I decided to give chance to one guy who trying for years to take me on date.I never looked at him like potential bf I always saw him like annoying motherfucker but eh I needed someone just to ocupate my mind. So I called him and told him that I accept his invite for dinner. He was surprised and he told me that he will pick me up at 20:00.

He showed up little before 20:00 he parked his car in front my house.....He looks like God! So beautiful just I was like omg why I never noticed how much he is beautiful. So I was absolutely sure that this is the right thing what I'm doing.He open the door of the car hmmmm he is gentleman. ..that is nice. So we go at Slavia in one beautiful restaurant. He give me flowers and chocolate. He was nice and interesting for talking. ..but.......when he started to give me compliments and started to talk about possibility that we be together I felt like I'm cheating (WHAT IS NOT POSSIBLE BECAUSE IM FUCKING SINGLE YOU STUPID HEART ...yup that was notice for my retarded heart) then I started to searching for his flaws. I was trying to concentrate on every FUCKING thing what I don't like about him. ...and when you searching for something you will find it.Like stupid things oh he is architect and they are always busy, oh he doesn't have tattoos (like that is important thing. ...well you know ....for me is important because tattoos makes me RAWR LOL) Oh his jeans are fucking tight he looks like gay and I wanna real men oh he doesn't have this or that and I found million stupid reasons why I can't give him chance so I convinced myself that he is boring and annoying and shit...ugh WHYYYYYY DANI WHYYYYY .....then I became heartless asshole and half of time I was on my phone not interested what he is talking I was ignoring him allllll the time until he get disappointed and asked me do I want to go home. I was happy to hear that lol so when we were in front my house he asked me what he did wrong because on beginning everything looked like perfect date so he asked what happened what he did wrong. ....I told him that he is not what I expected so that is it.......he was pretty much disappointed but who gives fuck.....

..........I mean .......wow.......Dani wtf is wrong with you -_- ugh...meh

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xxSEXYxx
23:16 Feb 26 2016

Awww.... You should tell him how you feel!! I think you really like him and that you are just scared to explore that because of the possibility of getting hurt. Will message you ;)

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QueenZombiee
23:21 Feb 26 2016

Nah honey I don't like him.Well fact is that he is beautiful like God but nothing more. ...and that is not what I'm looking for. He is to normal for me lol I'm weirdo

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Magdalena
21:01 Feb 27 2016

Good point; I think generally once you start looking for what is wrong with them that early on, it's a sign that you're not really interested in them.



No judgement here; I've always been EXTREMELY selective too! Ha

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QueenZombiee
21:10 Feb 27 2016

Well so true if he can't make you to focus on him just leave it lol for me looks isn't that much important. I look for other qualities :)

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Scorpion
12:20 Feb 28 2016

typically . Like I expected. But that's my Dani.

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babyface
22:12 Mar 01 2016

Maybe you are just not ready to date.

Nothing wrong with giving yourself a bit of time, spoil yourself.

It's not bad to be single, and find out what you what.

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Ugh! I HATE! I absolutely hate when I read something like "I'm proudly owned or I'm slave of and etc" That is absofuckinglutely disrespectful.You should respect your self more and you should not be fucking owned you should be LOVED NOT OWNED! YOU SHOULD BE A QUEEN NOT FUCKING SLAVE!......SLAVE every time when I hear girl saying that I'm about to effing vomit!

You need to be treated like last woman in the world like diamond. ....I wouldn't accept less.

I really feel sorry for some girls. ....

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brileybeauford666
00:26 Feb 28 2016

Amen, Dani! Well said!

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I just don't understand pregnant women's AT ALL! Ok I know when woman is pregnant her hormones going crazy but hey I'm not guilty because of your condition so STOP FREAKING ON ME grrrrr

Today's conversation with my pregnant sister become totally disaster -_- she called me and she started to complain about how she getting bigger and how is she fat and NOBODY understand her.

I was very nice and told her how she is beautiful and how pregnancy changed her on better and blah blah blah

DANI YOU LYING TELL ME THE TRUTH I INSIST!

ME: Well I told you already you are beautiful.

NO TELL ME DO YOU THINK I GET FAT!

ME:well. ....you know. ...maybe just little but that is normal you are pregnant. So when baby comes you will back in shape don't worry.

SO YOU THINK I AM FAT

ME:ok maybe just little but you know you don't need to eat for two persons. Baby will be just fine if you eat normal and have usual dayli activities. You are just pregnant not sick.So you can leave bed and eat normal.

YOU WANT TO SAY I AM LAZY

ME:NO of course you are not lazy. ......

YOU ARE WORST SISTER EVER YOU CALLING ME FAT. DO YOU KNOW I AM PREGNANT AND YOU SHOULD NOT PLAY WITH MY NERVES. I COULD LOSE MY BABY AND THAT WOULD BE YOUR FAULT. ... (A lot more bullshits)

ME:ok relax I really apologize if I told you som.....

SHUT UP! YOU ARE JEALOUS OF ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE KIDS AND I WILL HAVE TWO! I AM BETTER THAN YOU AND STOP CALLING ME ANYMORE!

ME:ummm ok but you called me Maria Anna.

SHUT UP ! IF I AM PREGNANT I AM NOT RETARDED!



so she hung up on me lol

After few hours she again called me to ask me why I ignoring her and why i don't love her. And she cried ....and after that she wanted to see me on Skype because she misses me and blah blah blah

So....WTF -_- Just I can't wait until she gets baby because I can't stand her anymore x.x

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colemack13
22:55 Feb 16 2016

i think its just a stage they go through...lol

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QueenZombiee
22:56 Feb 16 2016

Haha. ...well my sister is weird even without pregnancy but now....she is real psycho lol

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shynne
01:53 Feb 18 2016

When my friend was pregnant she cried over everything.....shed just be out eating in a restaurant and start crying because her food wasn't right..and when she cries..its not a quiet cry..it was freaking loud.!!

I'm so glad that's all over now..

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CryingMist
20:26 Feb 24 2016

had 4 pregnancies and one miss carriage and... yup^we go through these, and there is nothing we can do about it, but I admit the third child was easier I kind of knew what to expect and had my mom around to talk to, she would listen and just do that, as if the person is like that without hormones I can't say, I just know that what ever we already have is amplify when pregnant, its like imagine having a megaphone handed to a drill sergeant in a library while he/she calls in the troops to gather when everyone is asleep or reading books. Usually drill sergeant would be loud outside and no need for megaphone, but in a library and with it, its about what we do when pregrnant, but the megaphone is glued to us we can't take it off and we can't controle the volume or what is coming out of it or when lol :p

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QueenZombiee
20:32 Feb 24 2016

Haha well you are very brave lol just word pregnancy scares me to death lol

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Me ~ oh you have cute baby! How old is she?



Women ~ she is 36 weeks old. Do you have the time?



Me ~ sure .It's 963 minutes past midnight -_-

Hahaha omfz just stupid but funny lol

Well I logged into my account here and I opened my inbox so I got message of some idiotic member

He asked Hi QZ how are you.

I said hello there I'm good how about you

AND THEN he asked me "do you twerk"

Lmfaooo ok I wonder what part of message "I'm good how about you" lead us to the twerking topic lol just i don't know hahaha

Ok let me to explain

No I don't twerk because I don't see anything sexy or cool or whatever in that.

Other thing. If you wanna twerk you need to have huge fat ass and I don't have it. I'm pretty much flat xD so if you maybe saw that I have decent azz on some of my pics I'll tell ya secret. That is fake azz silicone implant what I'm using when I wearing tight dress or such so I'm sorry bud that is just illusion XD and I don't visit Mcdonalds often only when I wanna get toy from happy meal and I take toy and I share food with some homeless people. ....so nah I don't wanna fat booty for twerking xD

So yeah. ...go and ask someone who can twerk lol

Just silly XD ahhhh VR meh ....

So.....I just ordered my new CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN SHOES! I'M SOOOOOOO EXCITED :D!!!!!!!!

♥♥♥

What are you doing today?



ME: If everything goes well. ....

NOTHING! ★★★

You know when i look back at 2015

And when I add everything together , I can freely say that this was a successful year.Of course 2015 had ups and downs but more ups than downs. In last year i get back to faculty and did my master test 2 time because of one court proceedings my license were taken from me on 2 years (should be taken more but ! )

So I worked hard and here I am with my valid license again :) Also I started with another faculty of management but so far I didn't have time for that because a lot things happened in that time so I think I will go at university and take my index back because I don't have time to study at the moment but later when things get better maybe i go back and pass tests.

Also my sister back with her husband.They move to California to live with my grandparents.They expecting second child now and they are very happy so I am very excited about that :D Also Maria Anna started with her own business she has clothing and makeup store and her business going pretty well.

My brother and his friend open private clinic for plastic surgery and they doing great. But he now working on two jobs in hospital and on clinic but he is workaholic.

He doesn't mind I guess :)

Also my problems with health are not problems anymore :) my heart is really good now and all arteries are clean also I learn how to deal with my anxiety so I'm doing really well!.....until i do some other reckless shit again because im Dani lol

My best friend get married and i am really happy about that ....ok I don't like his Russian wife but oh well I won't live with her so that is fine lol

And about bad things in 2015.....I lost most important person in my life.I lost my hero.My dad died on Xmas from cancer. I had most amazing daddy ever. I just don't have words to describe how good father he was. I just can't talk about this right now because still hurts like hell.......

And also I lost great friend. He died because wrong medicines. I couldn't go to his funeral because he lives across ocean so I could not fly there because in that time i was dealing still with dad's funeral. But I know that he would understand he always knew how much he means to me ♥ and always will.

So that is it all 2015 was great in general Apart from those two unfortunate events.

Also I realized how much I have really true friends here online and in my real life. I am really thankful for all of you guy's. You all were my support and you were always here for me in bad times even without asking and that means world to me ♥



.....so that is it I expecting of this 2016 to achieve all my goals for this year because I can do it! Also I'm looking forward to take break from work on summer and fly to Cali and be there when baby comes ♥♥♥♥ I'm gonna be super auntie I'm gonna spoiled that lil brats :D

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colemack13
17:58 Feb 08 2016

you are a super awesome sister,2016 i think will be a great year for you.

you will be a great auntie :)

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QueenZombiee
20:24 Feb 08 2016

Awww ~hugs~ thank you I really hope that everything will be like i planned. And you are amazing brother ♥

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xxSEXYxx
00:00 Feb 11 2016

Congrats on getting your license back! :D

I'm sorry to hear about your Father though. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. :)

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Never but NEVER go at shopping when you are sad or angry because you will buy things what you will NEVER EVER use or wear -_- !

Today i get out earlier from the office and I go right at shopping center and I buy bunch of LV shirts.Should I say that I didn't even look at size of them? So 6 louis vuitton shirts are tooooo large for me -_- I even buy backpack for pit bull oh should I say that I don't have pit bull? ! Dammit! ....why I brought this? Probably because of fucking cool design grrrrrrr

Just. ...fuck it!

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Asgardareid
21:33 Feb 07 2016

Next thing on Dani's christmas list: Pit bull puppy! :D

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QueenZombiee
22:14 Feb 07 2016

Haha xD sure but i already have zoo in my house. I have allllll pack of huskies and also my Valkyrie (my favorite husky my baby by world) can be really jealous so puppy of pit bull won't be good idea :D

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Asgardareid
19:35 Feb 08 2016

No problem! :)

The pit bull puppy keeps them busy and help you to reduce shoes! So more space for new shoes!

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QueenZombiee
20:21 Feb 08 2016

Haha hey anyone who touch my shoes is officially dead xD and I really love animals so idk hahaha

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xxSEXYxx
00:04 Feb 11 2016

I want your shoes lol :P

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Tamo gde jednom puklo je........zaspalo srce je.

Touch, touch in the flame's desire

Feeling the pain's denial

And your finger's in the fire

Look, look in the candle light

See in the flame of life

And my spell our lie



Taste the love

The Lucifer's magic that makes you numb

The passion and all the pain are one

You're sleeping in the fire



Taste the love

The Lucifer's magic that makes you numb

You feel what it does and you're drunk on love

You're sleeping in the fire



I gaze as the flame and fire burn

And cry out the name of which I yearn



Taste the love

The Lucifer's magic that makes you numb

The passion and all the pain are one

You're sleeping in the fire

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colemack13
11:39 Feb 04 2016

awesome :)

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I need new shoes!

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LordFangor
11:54 Feb 02 2016

Me too!

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