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my horse juntu came to get me tonight, he didnt even stop and made me grab for his mane to get onto his back. he ran and ran for the longest time, even my hand on the back of his head didnt slow his pace. after over an hour at full gallop he slowed to a stop i tried to get down from his back but he grabbed at my leg as if to say "stay". so i waited and listened, i heard a soft wind but nothing more, no birds, nor crickets, nothing but that wind.. after a few moments juntu started to walk again taking me down a wooded path to a cottage that i do recognize but do not remember why it was so fimiliar.



when juntu was close enough to the cottage he allowed me to slide to the ground. as i took in the sight of this place i started to remember this place..long ago this is where the destroyers had kept me locked away, torturing me, burning me, and chained to the floor..



why would he bring me here? i could feel the back of my throat closing as panic rose up. even though this place is deserted it still haunts my mind..



as i stood ther looking at the cottage, i could hear soft foot steps, getting closer and closer. juntu did not move he seemed to be holding his breath, waiting, watching..



the footsteps got closer and my head started to hurt so bad it dropped me to my knees. defenceless and unfocused holding my head in my hands my whole being burst into flames then darkness...

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The flame, the lightning, the healing, the half beast, the destroyer, and the life force of creator. There is no mistake there is five elementals within the four watchtowers. And the star of light that has it’s heart. The beast hunts me the destroyer haunts me. I know not why I am still here I have no memory of the night but those that swam in front of my eyes in slumber. I know them all. They will watch me die yet again and loose the life force of source forever. There is no going back, if only the others all would let the love back in. I weep for you all, my heart is heavy and I just want to be able to finally rest after so long being gone from home.

im grateful to my cousin for sharing this site with me. ive been mostly drifting in and out of the shadows as of late. there is so many things on my mind that i do not want to bore anyone (especally myself, lol) i have been around the block though and have had many teachers. i am here, and there but mostly here. i do not believe in violence, nor do i take part in such behaviour. no matter where my path takes me i do not want to become that animal i once was, caged up and thirsty for knowledge that is so close to me yet couldnt be so far away..