Its killing her to be so far away from you..
Whether she thought it was best for you both,
In reality it is killing her
She was dead from the moment she said good bye,
Your the only key to life,
Without it,
there is no her,
its only you,
Shes left to drift broken,
Hoping that someday hopefully soon,
She will be back with you,
Until then she is all but left only loving you from a far.
Thinking of your face,
Left with no pictures,
No smell,
No taste,
Left to drift broken on the roads to no where.
No stars to point her in your way,
But to drift till it can lead her back to you.
Some day,
Some way,
Back to you.
If only she could drink away the pain,
then the shame it would of been done..
Instead with each breath that is taken,
another hole takes its place,
shes left to gasp for air,
clutching her chest,
the pain is unbearable,
without air this is nothing,
with each hole that replaces each breath,
it silently kills her.
Deep inside,
I have so much to hide,
Please don't let my smile fool you,
Or how I talk to you,
I am just trying to let you know,
That inside I am as cold as snow,
I am breaking into pieces,
And you can't even see.
You may not notice the frailty to my hand shake,
or the weakness in my stride,
But there is so much I have to hide,
So much I have to lie about.
So much I cry about.
Deep inside lye's the pain,
Deep inside lye's the shame,
Leaving me nothing to tame,
Nothing I can mend,
Nothing I can defend,
Deep inside I am left broken
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Lordpeace
20:43 Feb 08 2009
love true love
means loving all of it
from the best to the worst
from the sweetsmelling perfume after the bath
to the morning breath that makes you gasp