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Angels Hear Me Now..
09:40 Jan 30 2009
Times Read: 527

If your reading this..just to let you know it was when I was having a

very dark, and long path I had to take, to find myself once again..





What would u think of me now,

so young so beautiful, so beaten down



Am I supposed to thank you for that?



Angels hear me now,

Save me before I fall



I can't see me anymore, fading down

more than before Sleepless night,

endless Fights



Angels hear me now,

save me from myself

please save me from my own pain,

help me fade away



Thank you all,for caring all so dear

for all those who lied, and made those

disguises and harsh words..



Now look at me

all beaten down,



I really did try to save myself I tried to ask for help



My sleepless nights endless fights, will never go away



Please don't look at me

Please don't look at my tears fall below

Angels help me now,



Before I hurt myself,

help me live on some way away from all this disgrace

Please look and me and want to hold me close

so I know your are here with me helping me sleep,

helping me dream, helping me ease



Angels please come down,and save me from myself



Help me before its too late..

Its Fine I understand..
09:38 Jan 30 2009
Times Read: 528

U don't love me,

U don't care about anyone but yourself..

to you I am a disease,

a flea,

Now I am having to go back,

and take care of your sorry ass..

What a fate,

Something you blame on me

From my birth

you made it my curse..

I am not doing this for you.

but this isn't a fate I would take and put on any others.

Daughters should never have mothers like you..

And Now I am having to go back into hell.

All for something I know will kill me as well.

Isn't that swell??

There is a Few Things I Have to Say to You!!
09:23 Jan 30 2009
Times Read: 530




After everything you have ever put me through,

After each hit I take to my face,

After another one of your mistakes,

I run,

I try to hide,

Some how each time you find me,

Bind me,

Take me back to hell,

You torture me,

You hurt me,

You slice,

and dice me,

Kick me down,

when I am on the ground,

You lie,

Try to tell everyone I am bad,

That I am a sad existance,

a poor excuse to man,

Well thats enough,

I have a few things I am going to say,

FUCK YOU,

I will not be your muse,

I could be just as fucked up like you,

I could hate,

I could treat people like shit,

Just like you,

Well Fuck you,

I am different,

I am not you,

I have a heart,

I have a soul,

I have people who love and respect me,

for being me,

So hit me,

Tell me I am hated,

Tell me I am alone,

It doesnt matter,

I see you for what you are,

and I hate you.

I don't know why I tried to love you,

I don't know why I cared,

If you loved me,

Like normal people would,

You wouldnt do what you do,

You wouldn't want to hurt me,

Use me,

Abuse me,

You'd LOVE me for just being me..

but to you thats never good enough,

I hate you,

I really do,

Fuck you,

I don't need you around,

I am not alone,

So don't come aknocking on my door when your alone,

Cause you will never get my hand,

Or my love,

Go to hell,

Fuck you..

I don't care I have just washed my hands clean..

I'm free from the bitches curse,

I can live the way I want to..

I will never go back,

and when your dead I will not mourn,

I will smile knowing the earth has kicked out a bitch like you..

FUCK YOU..

Your dead to me..

GOOD RIDDANCE

Posioned Love
21:32 Jan 27 2009
Times Read: 538

They lure me in,

Kill me with just a kiss,

I know what they hold,

What they control,

The balance of life, and death..

and with each glance I am so unsure..



Because I know that our love can never be..

It is a Fate we are not meant to take..



By my Fate alone holds in just one kiss,

One taste of pure evil,

Pure beauty...



I urn the blood I wish to taste

I urn the secrets that they hold

and at hold bold move I must take to make my last kiss..



Forbidden love,

Forbidden lust,

Forbidden pain,



These are things I must suffer each day,

for just one look,

One kiss is all it takes..

To end all this misery..



I urn one and only one kiss,

My last to those lips I vow..

so deep,

So poisoned with death..

that is the path I have sold my soul to..



My posioned LOVE..

A Beauty Draped In Red
21:29 Jan 27 2009
Times Read: 540

I see you looking,

I like what I see,

I see you wanting me



Your standing there in the dark

in the shadows you stand

your a girl with a mission

to take my heart,

to break me apart,



you want my soul,

you want it now,

your prepared to set the deal,

with a knife,

one drop of blood is all it takes,

one eternal decision



I see you draped in red,

I see the black roses round,

the creatures below



I can't resist the temptation,

I can't resist my urge,



I see you looking,

I see the need in your eyes,

I see the desire,

I see the darkness that lurks,



Your standing there in the dark

in the shadows you stand

your a girl with a mission

to take my heart,

to break me apart,



But its not enough,

I sold my soul,

to a mistress of the night,

A figure draped in death

A seductive woman,

A concubine all of her own,

A harlet, made of gold

Red lips,

the taste of blood,

My last kiss,

My last night here on earth



You stole me away into the night,

into the pits of hell I must go,



I see you looking

I know the toll,

its worth it, I know

All draped in Red,

Death follows I know,

For the Beauty of the night,

it feels do right,

but I know is wrong..

All for a huge toll,

my soul



Your standing there in the dark

in the shadows you stand

your a girl with a mission

to take my heart,

to break me apart

Red lips,

Black roses round

to the pits of hell I must go..

for I sold my soul..

12 DOZEN ROSES
04:23 Jan 27 2009
Times Read: 542

A soft kiss,

One swift blow,

Red puddles underneath,

Roses laid below,

My death,



Pettles draping all over me,

Entwined with my left over blood,



Motionless,

I lay in a bed of red roses,

A dozen I hold in my frozen hand,

Seeing the last thing I will ever see,

My death,

My bed,



One kiss on each cheek,

One on my lips

Red lipstick,

Left with the smell of perfume,



12 dozens roses lay around my motionless corpse,

Draped in blood,

A beauty to the sick,

A twist of fate,



A soft kiss,

One swift blow,

Red puddles underneath,

Roses laid below,

My death,

Enevitable..

No Hope Left for Me Here
04:21 Jan 27 2009
Times Read: 543

Through the darkness I fight what I can,

Slashing and thrashing for the only I have left my soul.

The claws of darkness grasp my wrists,

They try to pull me under into their black and flaming abyss..

With nothing left, and no hope left to give.

I feel the end is near,

and this pain is growing consuming me whole..

Emptiness on the inside, and holes on the outside.

Nothing to compensate for the bruises and tares I have to show,

or the bleak abyss I now represent..

With only hatred, and sadness for the world,

I feel there is almost nothing left me.

Alone in this solidarity..

No where to go,

No one to see,

the pain, and agony I feel permanently.

This repetitive cycle.

I tried, and tried, and tried, and tried,

and yet its always a battle just to breath

let alone fend for my happiness when there is little to none left..

Broken like a mirror,

Jaded like the shards left beneath my feet.

Left in the trail of blood,

Mistaken for the devils muse.

There is no hope left for me here,

No tear let to drip away from my cheeks.

Just solitude, and a vast amount of dark empty space.

This is my permanent fate.