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have you ever done something so stupid you wonder where your head was at that moment in time? i passed that point this past weekend. i did something that i never do. i cant believe i did it then but now i get to pay. but i know it is just a waste of time to sit and second guess now . just have to go on with unliving and take on my responsibility. i could set here and curse the one i worship but why blame someone else. i did it not them. but i can wonder where was their hold that day! life is just that. life. it just depends what you do with it and at the moment i have screwed it up. SO BE IT!