Hello there,
It’s me again,
The voice inside your head.
Why so close to another breakdown?
Is it because your heart was never found?
Perhaps it’s a man,
Who doesn’t understand the where about of his hands,
Pressed against you in intimacy,
While you pretend to be prude and proper,
He understands deep down,
You don’t believe in love,
Just the cloudy haze of lust.
Why are you ignoring me?
You think this isn’t normal?
You think you’ve gone crazy?
Crazy is what you are,
When you’re ten pills in,
Seven drinks deep,
Wishing all you could do is sleep.
So close to hysterics,
Wishing for his touch,
Or a simple accidental brush,
He doesn’t know what he can do,
How he destroys you,
Twist and controls you.
Falling for him you say?
What happened to you disbelief?
Fairytale endings don’t exist,
Only never ending heart break persists,
Live your life for lust,
Not for this foolishness called love.
COMMENTS
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PlagueFlavored
08:17 Apr 22 2011
This is wonderful. I completely understand it Ashie. Once again you've written something so beautiful.