Fuck. Why does all of this shit happen to me?
Yeah, I'm a stupid slut that can't seem to keep her legs closed.
Fuck you. It happened on the second time that me and my BOYFRIEND fucked.
Yes. I'm so fucking irresponsible. Couldn't have used a fucking condom. I was too afraid to say shit. Sometimes things just happen.
I ruined our lives.
Stupid, slutty bitches tend to do that a lot.
You can all burn in fucking hell.
At least I'm not a murderer.
My baby will be in a place where people will take good care of her.
Yes. I am a fucking slut.
My boyfriend and I were together for seven months before my slutty ass couldn't wait for him to fuck me.
Some people can't seem to make it through a date without fucking each others brain's out.
And yet, I'm the slut.
My boyfriend and I are putting the baby up for adoption. Not because we want to. We both love her very much. Which is why we're doing that.
Even though we're giving the baby up, we're still getting married. Not because we feel obligated to. We're in love. It seems a lot of people forget that love should be the reason for marriage.
I'm not a slut.
I had sex, not because I was super horny that night. Not because I was pressured. But because I love my boyfriend. And I felt like I was ready to share something really special with him.
We should have used a condom. We should have done something. I know that was stupid. It was irresponsible. But, I wouldn't take it back. I wouldn't change it. We're making a couple VERY happy. We're changing their lives for the better.
So maybe it was meant to happen.
Call me a stupid, slutty bitch all you want.
It does hurt.
But you should at least understand my side of the story first.
*They won't see this. But it's good to get my feelings out.
COMMENTS
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Sinora
08:58 Jun 09 2009
That's alot of information to put out all at once. There again I think everyone needs an outlet, friends/family/online.
Bottom line is, you don't have to justify your actions to anyone but yourself, by doing so you give other people the opportunity to think they have the right to live your life for you....they don't, though of course people who know and love you play a part in guiding you.
I wish you, your boyfriend and your baby well.