I remember your smile,
your laugh,
the way you played the guitar.
I remember how i fit in your arms,
so perfectly. Yet, I've lost that.
I remember your touch,
your kiss.
I wish I never lost that.
But...it's all just a mere memory...
of when i was truly happy!!
The darkness of the night,is like a vail over
my face.
It keeps all the pain on the inside locked
away on the inside.
Do I really want to endure all this pain?
I have no clue. Pain is
all I know. The darkness is my savior. It's
all around you. Even if its just
mere daylight.
"Please tell me what my purpose in life is....
before i give up.
Because I'm about ready to!!!
When I make mistakes and I try to fix them...
I manage to make them bigger.
Every time I try to do the right thing
I screw things up.
To me..
I'm just a huge fuck up in life!
its not so much a poem as it is a qoute i made:
I shed a tear each and everyday....
How many more tears do I need to shed, to make it all go away?
I look all around and see nothing..nothing but darkness. The dark ness all around me caresses every inch of my body. The darkness of time, that surrounds me is my only escape. Why can't i find a different escape? I don't have that answer. I'll just have to endure all of the pain!
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vampchica4
01:30 Nov 11 2009
absolutely beautiful.
Work on these... all of them. Make them longer, and even better... (as if that were possible!)