Wow, my last entries have all been pretty depressive and sex oriented, so I think it's time for a change.
Well, me and my boyfriend split, no great loss if I'm honest... but I can't stop thinking about him.
I always go after guys I can't have, a glutton for punishment? Perhaps.
I don't know, maybe I should go for the nice sweet guy that I know won't hurt me.. but where's the fun in that?
I really don't get what's happening with me, I don't seem to want to be around people anymore. I race home from school and lock myself in my room... I just don't like talking to people. You may be wondering why I'm on a website devoted to talking to people... well if you know me or talk to me on here then you'll know I don't come on that often.
I don't even talk to people on msn that much anymore, they're all so superficial. Oh so scene. I don't know, I just always wanna be curled up in bed with a book, or a guy that I can really relate to. A guy that cares about me.
But all guys suck
But I'm still waiting on my perfect guy
If you're out there... please stop hiding? lol
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