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A vulgar heading but truth in a sense as this is my 1st journal entry. Finally a place i can truly express myself, get views and mabe advice on the shituations i go thru... 2 begin with, i awoke on my 21st birthday, which isnt 2 long ago, after studying wicca 4 the betta part of a decade via my mother and uncle, neva understanding y, they explained 2 me the value of vibes, 2 feel and understand the world around me. Then i started gettin confused as 2 y other ppl didnt have the same sensitivity 2 the world around them even tho it felt so overwhelming. I wasnt told until after my 21st that all the training was but preparation. My mother trained both myself and brother in pyrokenesis at the age of ten, b4 her and my uncle found the wiccan path, so this felt as if it were normal, the only master in the family is my aunt tho, a christian, which also made absolutely no sense until recently... I have devoted my lyf 2 understanding these tendancies with very little valid help... I could always see the lil energy sprites in the air, and more prominantly when im angered... Strange how that worx tho, my telepathy has grown since my 21st as well as a few other things i do not choose 2 mention... As i continue 2 embrace the hidden part that is me, my lyf seems 2 complicate further and further...i seem particularly drawn 2 fear, as it has the most adverse and noticable effects on myself and the ppl around me. I dress goth, the painted nails help 2 hide the whiteness in my nails when i tire... But yeah, enough of this jargon, i hope 2 find good friends as i feel that this is the ryt place 4 me...

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earthsangel
00:14 Feb 19 2008

my sweet baby u are on of the most complicated yet simple people i now u have one of the most deepest souls i have ever seen yet the light that shines from within is blinding

to feel that rou emotion that flows from your every pour is so addictve and to see that shine in your eyes oh how i mis it that glimmer of hope that what if that it shel be that nowingness that is hidden just beneath the surface

u are special and so full of power its so hard to comprihend

but all of that makes me love you more

yes i am your angel

i have been sent to ment your broken hart and tame your wild tendensies and you . you have been sent to mend my broken hart and awaken my soul to tame that wildness in me and show me the way

together we are stronger than any power in this world

together we shel be forever intertwind forever we shel be conected as on we are echothers halfs with out echother we are not forfild

i love u my baby and together we shel find the answrs we seek

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