I went out Saturday night to watch the Liddell/Jackson fight...I went way to early...which meant that by the Main fight I had had alot to drink...yup...I did something shameful and embarrassing...afterward I logged onto VR and rambled drunkenly and made passes at people...~hangs head~...too much tequila and not enough beer I suppose...I wouldn't mind so much usually...everyone gets drunk and does this I'm sure...it certainly isn't my first time but it was WHO I was rambling to that makes me cringe...all day yesterday my head hurt that much extra every time I thought about what an idiot I was...for the record...I do not love anyone but myself and my reflection...I have no plans to travel NOR send money to anyone...NO you can't move in with me...I lied...about everything...
Have you ever felt like the back of your head was swelling up and about to burst?...this is MY bi-product of the stress that I feel at work...:(
Positive note: I'm looking forward to my friend arriving back from Cali...
I so want to be away from the smog that we're currently experiencing...
So you sit in sadness and gloom because your existence as you think you know it has taken a 160 degree turn...your all ready to allow the waterworks to flow because...~gasp~...you haven't been taken into consideration while decisions were being made...such an ego you have...does it comfort you?...I think not...and how many people have been gracious to you while you spilled your insignificant little fears out time and again...too many...I'm ashamed of you...you've hurt people...and for that I'm going to have to stop you...suck it up baby and hold on...tight...because your ride is going to get bumpy...
I found a quote that I really like in a new profile here on VR tonite...it's succinct and incisive...gotta love Shakespeare for that...here it is...
"Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once." - Shakespeare
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