Many people are wary of me because I always seem to know what the "right" thing to do is. I guess most people would call it "ethics." I happen to suffer from this affliction. I had a reward bestowed upon me for something I had not earned. Most people wouldn't have given it another thought. They would have accepted it and thought "Good for me." I would have liked to do that...OK...I did...for about a minute...but then the reward would have lost something...it's patina would have been cheapened by the circumstances of it's accruement...so I did the "right" thing...and...FUCK...it hurt when it was taken back...I almost cried...it's kinda silly now when I look back at my reaction...but maybe I crave recognition...lose that thought Priss...way too much pressure there...lol.
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