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So I lost my wallet...which would mean that I lost my bank card i.e. money, credit cards AND ~shudder~ ALL my I.D...on Christmas Eve....can anyone see where this is going?...no?...ok...it's like this...I had no funds to shop on Boxing Day...~sobs~...I had wanted to buy this game and this huge plasma screen to play it on...~sniffles~...now I have to pay full price for them dammit...:(

Local Watering Hole Christmas Party = WASTED & horny...~sigh~...I spent the night explaining to men that my looks are irrelevant and that my mind was twisted...no takers...they ALL want to believe that I'm what they can touch. taste and smell...as explained to me by a HOT Lebanese man who was too damn soft for my taste...where are the men who know what they want?...TAKE ME GODDAMIT...;)

Tonite is our annual Staff Christmas party...we are to buy a gift and each person chooses one of these presents based on a numerical system...What will I get?...I know what I'm dreading to get...some noxious bath products that I'll end up throwing in the trash...something I won't be able to re-gift...each year it's gets more difficult to do this...I had my friends with me in previous years but they have moved on to other places of employment and I'm left to make nice with the bitches I currently work with...the upshot of all of this is the free food...plus I'll be hooking up with my good gfriend afterwards for drinks...7 hours and counting...

It's 8pm and I'm dreading the thought of laying my head on my pillow...my dreams are so vivid and strange right now...I'm scared of how I'll react during the Feast for the Dead Ceremony...and if my sister will come to me at that time...where's the positive in all this?...it's not coming to me just now...I'm hoping that there is some sort of closure in all of this...this must cease...