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My Dear Heather:



Crying Tear sweep down my face as you wave good bye, Just one more cry, one more tear to sweep you away, erase your memory, baby oh why can't you see the sadness so deep inside of me, how cold have i grown? this world will never know, the shape i am now, will burn down this town, shading in the cold, waiting for you to return from the walk you took, it lasted forever, my dear heather, the blood runs down my hands, like withering sand, so dull, the blade against your throat, your tears make me choke, i loved you, my dear heather, but you grew so far away, theres no way you could stay, you should of stayed with me, to a quiet place where we could sleep, all day in the soaking rain, as it beats down my windows, why wouldnt you let me know,that you went to that show? and left me here all alone, my dear heather, when will the weather change form bloody skies to the moonlight drownings,but you've left me here alone, my heart has turned into stone, won't you break it, can you shake it? the feeling i have inside, are nothing i can hide,my mask is peeling,my edges are loosing their sealing, blood pours around me, is it mine? is it yours? my were you such a whore? oh how i loved you but you weren't who i knew, you were a stranger on the street, someone i thought i could keep, you played a game on me, how could i not see it? crystal clear, it breaks this image i had of you, so perfect and good, wondering if i should of known you, who i thought you were,maybe the love i held for you was a joke, your laughter spills down my back, oh heather why can't you see that i have loved you?

The ache enters my soul again,

only to be deadened by the hate I feel, The spider webs in my mind entrap the soul deep within, any memory I had of you is long past gone, It Is dead in your grave, soul so shallow i strive to die again, be in the youthful lovers arms, die trying to escape the torment of this raptured household.