I have Returned home safely from My surgrey and my mums
I feel like I have been stabbed and my mum was driving me mad , I am really tired with the pain killers the doctor gave me , plus it is really hard do nothing
Doctor says not to do anything to take it easily (hard to do with 2yr old running under my feet) No lifting No carrying No Nothing
and chirstmas is comming up what am I meant to do
HELP!!
This will be short ,
Pain I have had two back teeth pulled out by the denist , My face has blown up like a balloon I cant talk and I am in alot of pain
I am still getting hassel from the person (animal) who actack me last week and the police are involved, the council, my local mp and the councils asbo team
I am so stressed
I going in to hospital as well this week for surgrey for a hernia so will not be able to get on line for a while
I cant Sleep , I am really starting to feel like God hates me and I am beening punished for something
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I CANT HANDLE THIS PAIN
Should I just Give Up !!
On Tuesday afternoon I was sitting in my house as my son lay sleeping on the chair (his afternoon nap) and it seemed like all hell had broken lose , Two people if you could call them people more like animals started to kick my door in for no reason cursing and swearing, My son awoke because of this craziness, I called the police and then called Raistlin who advised me that he would come straight away as I was on the phone to him these animals started to threathen me and my son saying that they were going to stab us and set fire to my house , the police are now involved the the people in question have been charged which may lead to a fine (like that dose anything) it dosent make things better My son is having nightmares because and cant sleep
This was the last thing I was needing I have been stressed out as I go in for surgrey next week now, I have to worry about crazy loons
In 1605, thirteen young men planned to blow up
the Houses of Parliament. Among them was
Guy Fawkes, Britain's most notorious traitor.
After Queen Elizabeth I died in 1603, English Catholics who had been persecuted under her rule had hoped that her successor, James I, would be more tolerant of their religion. James I had, after all, had a Catholic mother. Unfortunately, James did not turn out to be more tolerant than Elizabeth and a number of young men, 13 to be exact, decided that violent action was the answer.
A small group took shape, under the leadership of Robert Catesby. Catesby felt that violent action was warranted. Indeed, the thing to do was to blow up the Houses of Parliament. In doing so, they would kill the King, maybe even the Prince of Wales, and the Members of Parliament who were making life difficult for the Catholics. Today these conspirators would be known as extremists, or terrorists.
To carry out their plan, the conspirators got hold of 36 barrels of gunpowder - and stored them in a cellar, just under the House of Lords.
But as the group worked on the plot, it became clear that innocent people would be hurt or killed in the attack, including some people who even fought for more rights for Catholics. Some of the plotters started having second thoughts. One of the group members even sent an anonymous letter warning his friend, Lord Monteagle, to stay away from the Parliament on November 5th. Was the letter real?
The warning letter reached the King, and the King's forces made plans to stop the conspirators.
Guy Fawkes, who was in the cellar of the parliament with the 36 barrels of gunpowder when the authorities stormed it in the early hours of November 5th, was caught, tortured and executed.
It's unclear if the conspirators would ever have been able to pull off their plan to blow up the Parliament even if they had not been betrayed. Some have suggested that the gunpowder itself was so old as to be useless. Since Guy Fawkes and the other conspirators got caught before trying to ignite the powder, we'll never know for certain.
Even for the period which was notoriously unstable, the Gunpowder Plot struck a very profound chord for the people of England. In fact, even today, the reigning monarch only enters the Parliament once a year, on what is called "the State Opening of Parliament". Prior to the Opening, and according to custom, the Yeomen of the Guard search the cellars of the Palace of Westminster. Nowadays, the Queen and Parliament still observe this tradition.
On the very night that the Gunpowder Plot was foiled, on November 5th, 1605, bonfires were set alight to celebrate the safety of the King. Since then, November 5th has become known as Bonfire Night. The event is commemorated every year with fireworks and burning effigies of Guy Fawkes on a bonfire.
Some of the English have been known to wonder, in a tongue in cheek kind of way, whether they are celebrating Fawkes' execution or honoring his attempt to do away with the government.
Remember Remember poem
Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...
Remember Remember poem
Guy Fawkes & the Gunpowder Plot
Words of "Remember Remember" refer to Guy Fawkes with origins in 17th century English history. On the 5th November 1605 Guy Fawkes was caught in the cellars of the Houses of Parliament with several dozen barrels of gunpowder. Guy Fawkes was subsequently tried as a traitor with his co-conspirators for plotting against the government. He was tried by Judge Popham who came to London specifically for the trial from his country manor Littlecote House in Hungerford, Gloucestershire. Fawkes was sentenced to death and the form of the execution was one of the most horrendous ever practised (hung ,drawn and quartered) which reflected the serious nature of the crime of treason.
The Tradition begins...
The following year in 1606 it became an annual custom for the King and Parliament to commission a sermon to commemorate the event. Lancelot Andrewes delivered the first of many Gunpowder Plot Sermons. This practice, together with the nursery rhyme, ensured that this crime would never be forgotten! Hence the words " Remember , remember the 5th of November" The poem is sometimes referred to as 'Please to remember the fifth of November'. It serves as a warning to each new generation that treason will never be forgotten. In England the 5th of November is still commemorated each year with fireworks and bonfires culminating with the burning of effigies of Guy Fawkes (the guy). The 'guys' are made by children by filling old clothes with crumpled newspapers to look like a man. Tradition allows British children to display their 'guys' to passers-by and asking for " A penny for the guy".
My Journey lately has been confusing , I have been believing in false hope being lead down a bumping path which has put me off course and back a couple of steps.
Some might even say that I have been wearing rose coloured Glasses hoping for what everyone hopes for a easy life of happiness but happness is hard to find and hard to keep a hold of.
I finally reallised that I had to Wake up and work out were I stood which made me reallise that lately I have not made finds easy for myself or others.
I thought I could go back to a time were I was Happy but that time has gone no longer to be.
I have changed the way I look at things and it hurts but i also realised that I need to hurt to move on.
I realise That I need to let others move on to follow there own paths and get lost and find there own way to path of happiness
I need to look forward I need to be strong and I will find my light again to happiness.
My Future to be New
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