My Darkness Uncoved11:41 Aug 23 2007
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It is simple, I am but the reflection of the trials I have endured to survive on this earth. I am woman, I am life, I am death, but I am alive. I live, and I shall live. I am alive in every moment, and I will endure the desires and passions of those who would take this from me.
Nothing gives me pleasure more then the surmounting the challenges of the spirit. Nothing causes me greater pain then walking it alone. I am here in hopes to end my solitude. This is why exist. I wish to have a simple life, a cottage that is cool in the summer, warm in the winter, surrounded by a garden of herbs and fruits of my labor on the earth. Surrounded by the trees of power, so that I exist within a grove a nexus of my design. I am however far to lacking on the resources to have these things. So I exist now by the good grace of others.
We are Vampire, hear us, fear us, we seek what ought not be sought. And we attain what is rightfully ours.
If we are the bastard offspring of the gods and man, then by god and by man shall we become. The elements, the essences, all of it, Chi. Open the gate and walk through, die and live, so that all is life and death in union. Both good and evil, What I have seen, I know to be true, what I have not seen I pass no judgments on for it could be true. There is so much that the worlds can offer us if we only reach for them. If we can only ascend within ourselves beyond the limits that society has formed. Walk as the monoliths of the ages, Timeless, Enduring, Visible to all who would have eyes to see, and hearts to feel. These are the ethics of youth. But I do not walk were people see, nor tread where they can feel. But beyond life, there are roads and pathways, I am learning these with every day I spend on my road. As I have said, I exist on both sides of the great gate. This is my greatest triumph and enduring failure. Following the path of the ancient mystics has brought nothing but power, but in power I am not happy, it gives no purpose. No reason to keep at it all.
This world is corrupt, it has many problems, but the redeeming battle is that those who can love, do love. It is by this that struggles can be one. Love the enemy who would kill you, love them for the gift they have given you. The Will to live, to endure, and to show them wrong. To live against their desires to become strong in your life, so that they nor anyone else can dictate to you what they would have. Know yourself that if you have the means to kill, it should be used on yourself, for that is the only world that you destroy when such acts are commited. Desire life, through willing that which others would deny you. Know that your desire for life will be achieved from your will. Dare yourself at every turn. Where you would back down ascend to the challenge, manifest your desires in the love of life, in the willing to defeat the hell and chaos that another would seek to subject you to. Keep silent in your mind, this is what betrays you when you cannot face yourself. Your heart is your soul, it should be embraced, not made cold by the hate filled mind.
Love so that it can be free to achieve what ever your desires are. It becomes pure when you can open yourself to the love of the gods. For all life is a lesson, every day a new challenge in its own right, a new way to grow or to wither. Seek life, and someone to live it with. I have no time for games, nor do I care about those who play them. I seek and do, life and death are but aspects of everyone. Do not dismiss, do not judge for it is only the weakest aspect of a man to not accept the nature that if that is what they wish to project then that is how they wish to be seen, and should be pitied. All truths, being half truths, are true from the point of view. It is the perceptions we gain from seeing these that determine us and how we live. If you can understand the mysteries then you can understand yourself, because it is above, and below, within, and without.
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