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So, I noticed today that I am only 1 and half levels away from being inducted into a House or Coven. I'm curious who will choose me and why. I wonder if I will even like the House or Coven. I'm not really sure how I feel about being snatched up by someone regardless of how I feel about it, but I guess I'll make due.



Its funny, looking back. Having run my own House and Court once upon a time, here I'm a nobody. It has its charms, being new, no one knowing much about me, rediscovering myself and letting others discover me. My only concern is if anyone really knows what their getting themselves into.

Its been 2 months and about a week since the accident. I sit here in my chair, unable to do much of anything for fear of hurting my back further. I have a ruptured disc in my back, you see. Its knocked me down from doing just about everything I love. I fill my time with games, film and, Convention work. I design the Events on a volunteer basis for Conventions who ask me to.



What I really crave is to be outside. I want both the moon and the sun on my face. I want to work on my cars. I want to dig up this old, dead garden and prep it for spring (even though I loathe spring).



I guess most of all I miss the water. I miss the breeze. Its been a hard few months, and I know I have no real right to complain when there are others who haven't been out in years, but.... I guess I just miss how I used to be.