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I sincerely apologise for the late release of this Entry, as it has been a couple days since my physical recovery.

However, I wish to get straight to the point:



To those who have been concerned regarding my physical health and wellbeing - as I had released a previous Journal Entry explaining of my ill state and current reality - I wish to inform you that I am faring much better than before and thankfully, matters at home have settled just as smoothly.



Of course, I still tend to my Mother and the immediate family, but there is a reduced level of stress upon doing so.



I am aware that this is noticeably less detailed than the last Entry, but this is a simple update.



With such update complete, I wish to thank you for taking the time to read this and I wish you well, dear souls.

As of late, my health has had sudden and rather startling drops in stability - ranging from a simple ache in a limb, a sore stomach, a headache, a full fledged migraine or being unable to leave my bed for hours at a time . . . it feels endless and a bought of lethargy has been seeping into my daily activities too, a factor I can handle out of experience but it's arrival was nothing short of unfortunate.

Even now, I have only just awoken from an uneasy rest, one with nightmares that are . . best to be forgotten. All the while I am trying to handle my education and family wellbeing too, not quite as difficult but it is another reason to be away.



Overall, I simply wished to inform you with this update to explain my frequent departures in activity upon this site.

I apologise and hope you a nice day.

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xXLittleRedXx
21:01 Sep 21 2016

Be careful Senpai!! *tight hug* :D

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Dakotah
22:29 Sep 21 2016

I hope you feel better soon.

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Atieno
23:57 Sep 21 2016

sorry darling,get well soon :o

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This shall be a list of music that I greatly adore and enjoy - more will be added as time goes by and my memory serves well.



Lindsey Stirling:

- Take Flight

- Moon Trance

- Shatter Me

- We Are Giants

- Roundtable Rival

- Master Of Tides

- Transcendence

- Crystallize

- Elements

- The Arena



Get Scared:

- Built For Blame

- Suffer

- Keep Myself Alive

- Cynical Skin

- Don't You Dare Forget The Sun

- Sarcasm



Icon For Hire

- Overture

- Theatre

- Make A Move

- Get Well

- Off With Her Head

- The Grey

- Iodine

- Pieces

For my time within this Domain may be lost to the stars, my memories are what keep me trapped here, what I have seen and felt . . .

I have waded through conflicts.

Watched companions fight with bitter fragility.

Cradled the shards of a broken heart.

Found trust in the darkest of shadows.

Forged bonds so strong, I believed they wouldn't break.



And they haven't.



But they have simply rusted over, soiled and unfamiliar - I struggle to trace back my memories and those who have been lost to time.



A soul I most wish to meet again - to share my new memories with and brush away the rust of our bond - is the magnificent women I proudly called Mother a fair share of years ago, who named me an Alias I hold dear in secret, taught me many things beneath her wing and showed me the way when nobody else did.



I do wish my Mother is well and if she still wanders these shadow-cloaked plains, I wish to meet her again.

Many moons my souls has lingered in this realm of kindred existence, to perish near-dear and weave life into fragile foundations . . .

But alas, there is no regret in the steps I take.

No fault in my choices.

No stains on this soul.



Born from Darkness and raised by Light; a little doll once fragile and dressed in tattered lace walks with her chin held high and a new sense of worth, from the castle ruins of the kind-hearted Queen once titled 'Mother'.



Many moons brighter does this heart shine.

Many scars clearer does this skin heal.

There are many apologies to be spoken.

There are many greetings to be made.



Another tale to be spun in this nostalgic home . . .



Will you join me this one last time?

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Marix
18:25 Sep 13 2016

Where shall we go?

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Atieno
13:46 Sep 15 2016

i sure will deep into thy cold arms

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