My heart is on hold...
Until I may cross the ocean and join my beloved in NY, a city far larger and livelier than anywhere I have ever visited within the comfort of England.
I am both excited and terrified at the prospect, since it will mean a whole new different life, as well as being away from my loved ones, although keeping in contact will be an absolute priority of mine.
My arrival will be before the year's end, so 8 Months maximum.
Gosh, I cannot wait.~
My Personal List Of "Comforts" That Help Me Relax When In My Little Girl Headspace.
Comforts:
- a Vanilla furred Teddy Bear, with a Strawberry pink patch of fur around it's left eye and a Chocolate brown nose - I called it Neapolitan. Nea for short.
- A soft cotton Blankie that is a mixed patterns of black and white shapes. It always stays on my bed and I sleep with it more than my actual duvet.
- Pink and White thick fluffy socks that have little textured bunnies on the sides of them.
- A Black 'Dog' Collar that I wear for a current stand-in, until I can live with my partner and let her put her own collar onto me. It brings me a lot of reassurance and hope that things will be okay, that I won't be sad forever..
- A cup of hot chocolate in my favourite red cup, since it's sweet and warm.
- Small sweet snacks like cookies, swiss roll cake, cupcakes.
- Soft music along the lines of Music Box song renditions or songs by "Snail's House" and "I'm In Love With A Ghost".
Rain Tracks and Rainy Mood also help.
COMMENTS
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SweetInsanity
06:10 May 19 2017
i am happy for you