I've been too tired lately...
Since starting work over 3 months ago, my Nocturnal habits have, unfortunately, been forced to adjust to a more... daylight structure.
I truly dislike it.
Even on my days off, I find myself going to bed early and waking up at the typical work hour.
Good grief. -_-
...For my lack of activity.
On the 10th of September, my Father died.
On the 27th of September, I had started a new job, my first ever job since leaving college, of which the 11 hour shifts have left me drained and dealing with potentially long term health issues.
And with the physical health issues, my mental health has suffered as well. I have Dysthymia:-
""Dysthymia, now known as persistent depressive disorder (PDD), is a mood disorder consisting of the same cognitive and physical problems as depression, with less severe but longer-lasting symptoms.""
And it often makes socialising seem impossible...
I'm so very sorry for not being around. There's just... so much going on, it's hard to stay consistent a lot of the time...
To the kind hearted souls who once kept me company upon this comfortingly dark refuge, I hope you can forgive me.
Blessed Be. )O(
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dwaynemcgriff01
13:37 Mar 11 2018
I hope everything gets better