I know you don’t want to read this, I know you don’t really care, not like I hope.
I know you want your time to be yourself.
I know you want to be alone.
I know and I understand. I really do.
I need to tell you something.
Something that will end our friendship.
Something that will end whatever it is that we have.
I want you. I’ve wanted you since I first laid eyes on you so many years ago.
There is only one reason I don’t regret not being with you for the last 20 years.
My babies.
I see you and I want you.
I want to be there when you wake in the morning.
I want to be the first thing you see when you wake.
I want to be there when you lay your head upon your pillow.
I want to be the last thing you see before you fall into your dreams.
I want to be there when you reach your highest peaks in life.
I want to be there when you feel your deepest lows.
I want to be the one you look for when you need someone to lean on.
I want to be there when you reach your highest highs.
I know you don’t want to read this, I know you don’t really care.
Not like I dream for.
I can’t blame you, not in the slightest.
I understand your history and why you want to be alone.
I know you want to see what’s out there.
I know you want to find your true love.
I cannot fault you for that and I do hope you find him.
I admit I hope it is me, but I know it won’t be.
As much as that stings, I can accept that.
Over the years I’ve always hoped you were happy.
Always hoped you had what you wanted.
That will not change. I want you to get what you want, what you truly deserve.
I’d imagine after reading this, you will avoid me like the plague.
I expect it.
I’m not what you need.
I wish I was, but I’m not, I know that.
It was good to see you after so many years.
I hope I see you again someday, with your wishes fulfilled.
May all of your dreams come to fruition.
Good luck in your life.
You will not be forgotten.
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