Kiss me softly,
Dont worry, Ill lay in this etheral grave,
This ever enveloping mist will consume my soul...
I will wander on forever without you,
No light to guide my path,
Here, I cant hurt anymore,
Or so I thought.
Your memory still haunts me late at night,
I'll look forever...
For a love I can never have...
I am so fed up with these highs and lows,
Fixes and withdrawls.
I need a stable life,
Wether it be filled with pain or joy...
Surely it would beat this...
Maybe if I just cry,
You'll stay this time.
My soul cries out,
Please just one more try.
The time has come,
For this love to embark,
Into eternity.
I cant hold this inside,
I want to scream from the highest point,
I love you more than life!
So come on darling,
Take my hand,
And we'll jump head first together,
Into this endless ocean.
Don't cry my love,
About how the night is slowly passing us by...
When the sun shines,
I will die...
But that's all right,
We'll be together in the end...
Playing the piano,
I will play you a soft melody.
A melody for you, and you alone.
Will the music make you sway?
Or will you lay across the piano,
With you beauty on display?
Will a high note,
Elicite a giggle?
Will a quick stroke of the keys,
Make you moan?
And after I'm done,
I'll take my time.
Oh yes I will dear.
I'm gonna love you,
Until I see the morning sunlight.
Then these words I will whisper...
I'll play you a melody,
Soft and slow.
I'll play you a melody,
Just for you.
No more crying,
No more pacing the floors.
I'm not going to give you that power,
Anymore.
You lie to me,
But I won't buy this time.
So go on and beg me,
Beg me for forgivness.
But this heart is through forgiving, it's been hurt to much.
And you'll never hurt me again...
You are my world now,
You are what I live for.
I long for your arms,
To feel your warm embrace.
I want to join you for all eternity,
And never let you go.
I just hope you feel the same,
I hope you care too.
I screamed and cried,
For you.
I begged and pleaded,
For you.
I burned and suffered,
For you.
But you never came,
For me.
This pain will never be mirrored,
I will live on in agony.
The passion of my heart,
Has faded away.
Who cares?
Apparently you dont...
Did you cry?
Apparently not...
You swore your love,
Apparently you lied...
No more light,
No more hope.
This pain will live on,
This pain will never be mirrored...
Trace a finger along my hollow heart.
Insomnia haunts me late at night,
These bones have been jarred.
A withered black rose,
On a grave far away.
You hate me...
But that's ok with me.
I'll just hide away in a dark spot...
I'll just cry alone.
You don't know how you hurt me...
And you don't care.
When they find my dead body,
Know my face will be tear streaked...
And that my arms will be clinging to your picture...
Only I know the pain in my heart,
These secrets are mine.
These demons I must bare all alone.
You'll never cry like I did,
Never scream the same as me,
I grieve,
For all hope is dead...
All have left me cold and alone.
I was only a toy,
Used and abused,
At your own time.
But your love is like a drug to me,
Just give me a small dose.
I'm strong now,
Better than I was.
I'll move on,
And I won't dare look back.
I give you a black rose,
As our flame fades to dark,
You gave up,
Didnt even try.
I watched you let yourself die,
And now its time for me to move on.
Stupid boy,
You're just another stupid Romeo,
Stealing kisses,
And stealing my heart.
You got me all wrapped up in your light,
Why did you go and make me fall in love?
Stupid boy,
Stealing kisses,
You stole my heart,
My stupid Romeo
Summer has turned to autumn,
And the trees have lost their leaves.
And the flowers have lost their color.
But please tell me,
I mean look me in the eye,
Tell me our love won't follow suit,
And wither away.
Please tell me this flame won't die,
That it will stay bright...
Alone at night,
I'm afraid to sleep.
Those demons await me,
In my dreams.
Although I cant sleep,
Yet I will dream of you.
In this God forsaken bed,
Your image will fill my head.
With a hollow heart,
And eyes wide open,
I dream of you,
Laying beside me....
COMMENTS
Awww that's lovely.
Thank you for sharing this.
This comment is for all of your poetry that ive read this far.Its really great.I mean you just set the mood for me like right off.
COMMENTS
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Muffin15
02:51 Oct 30 2010
love it sweetie, but ur better then
him. Don't foget what I said.
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