I stare up into the stars...
The chilly wind of the night,
Chills me to the bone.
You used to keep me warm inside,
Now I am only left with this fading flame.
I just wanted you....
Nothing more,
Nothing less....
So I'll just curl up for another lonely night...
And I fall asleep to the rhtym of my tears...
Fare thee well...
Fate has here occured...
The light no longer doth shine,
And love is suprned.
Laying on my bed,
With my favorite faded jeans...
I'm so alone,
And yet even though I can't seem to talk to you lately,
I have a feeling...
I may talk to him even more now...
Falling away from me,
I see these dreams no one can see.
At night,
The crickets mourn...
As the moon rises,
The sun sheds its tears...
As summer turns to winter,
Everything stares in awe...
The stars,
Fall just for you...
So take my hand...
We'll run across the plains...
We will have a fearless love...
I slash out,
The pain is ever real.
But not as real,
As the blinding pain I feel when Im alone.
As my tears fall,
So does my blood.
Trickling down my arm,
Leaping toward the carpet.
All Im left with are,
Scars and scarlet stains.
Sing with me,
Let our souls be joined in unison,
They shall sing as one beautiful chours.
The words they couldnt before speak,
Now pour down like rain.
The pain that was hidden in the depths,
Is flying away.
Sing with me,
Just let go fear...
Fly away,
This feeling is bittersweet,
You blossmed here on Earth,
The love you had for us,
We all felt.
The love you two shared,
We all saw.
Your love is more beautiful than a rose had ever dared to be...
Now the rose lives in another field.
You gave my heart a frost bite with your cold stare!
Your harsh words cut me deep with their harsh edge!
These tears that I shed,
Cant drown the pain,
Only your love will soothe it,
And we both know you hate me...
But the feelings mutual my dear...
Frozen in time,
That picture of us.
Snapped in an instance,
Showed all I fell for you.
You make me super goofy,
Yet can make me pour out my heart in an instance.
If only you know...
Maybe you would feel the same too...
I am stepping out,
Breaking this shell.
In hopes that this cold flame,
Will become an insane blaze.
You might not believe in destiny,
But thats fine,
We will make our own.
Please just help me out.
Let me know how you feel.
With one final spark of hope,
Maybe this love could grow.
Maybe we could be more than human,
Maybe this love could last beyond the cold fingers of death.
We could be the best there ever was.
Your aware of all your insecurities,
You said as you paced around me.
I shuddered,
But not of coldness, only fear.
Your just a scared little boy,
You sighed.
And with one final blow,
You blew me away.
Despite words that remain unspoken,
I hope you hear them.
Despite how I was hurt,
I hope you understand how I still love you.
I denied that fact... Until this day.
I thought I hated you...
Turns out I was just upset.
He never saw it coming.
Never once believed it could happen.
The only thing that proves it's real,
Is the pain he feels when he's alone.
Never again,
He mummbles as tears free fall,
Never again
You are cold,
You never cared.
Lies were a life to you.
Look at where that got you...
I hope you learned your lesson.
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