I guess it's jus now hitting me...a few months from now, I'll be out of the military, living with my beautiful wife-to-be, and taking my college courses for Massage Therapy...hopefully. I can't help but be paranoid, tho, no matter how much everyone tells me not to be. I had a life-changing-death-defying experience and because of that, I'll got through the transition of not being completely controlled in how I live my life. I think more than anything, I'm scared of how...drastic my change will come. But I'm on my way, a lot of doctors to see, a lot of paperwork to go through, and soon, no worries of "What if someone finds out that I am the way I am?" Fuck it, let the games begin!
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