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Philosphy at its Best
05:56 Jul 29 2009
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Took a quiz thingy about which philosphy in 'life' would/should suit me best, and this is what I got :)

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Existentialism



Be that self which one truly is. - Soren Kierkegaard (1813-1855) Existentialism is the broad philosophical movement postulating that individual human beings create the meaning and essence of their lives as persons. Walter Kaufmann described Existentialism as, “The refusal to belong to any school of thought, the repudiation of the adequacy of any body of beliefs whatever, and especially of systems, and a marked dissatisfaction with traditional philosophy as superficial, academic, and remote from life”. Human beings are to make their own choices in life and find their own meaning, with or without God. Existential philosophers range from the religious (Kierkegaard) to the anti-religious (Nietzsche).

Taken By Surprise
21:43 Jul 27 2009
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So an old (ish) friend shows up again out of no where and completely stopped me dead in my tracks last night. I can't be that... idk... alluring? influential? How could I have such an affect on someone, much less someone I don't entirely know and vice versa?? Like I said, it threw me into all kinds of disaray; but extremely flattering nonetheless. Thank you Sweety, for allowing me to see another side of myself that I'd obviously been completely blinded from.

PRIVATE ENTRY
21:10 Jul 27 2009
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New 'Digs'
23:53 Jul 21 2009
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Well, I've re-vamped *chuckles* my profile...I wonder if I did good, lol. Always, no matter how much I put into it, I'm never satisfied. But, that's half the fun of being a perfectionist (OCD as Christy calls it lol).

Status Returned
22:05 Jul 18 2009
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Wooohooo!! I finally got back up to Destroyer....Ahhh, it feels good to be home! *big huge smiles*

Fear Is Not Always Weakness
06:50 Jul 18 2009
Times Read: 777

I've always been the type of person to hide my feelings deep deep down where no one can ever reach 'em. As time passes, they build and build and build until I burst out for that particular emotion or all at once. These are especially harder/take longer to build if they're for someone else... Fear, for a prime example. The past two weeks or so have been complete hell, for me and my partner. I won't go into specific details but I feared I'd somehow lose her. I know, it sounds silly to think of such things. Fortunately, I don't have to for much longer or at least I can put it off for a while. Another fortunate detail is that I have such wonderful/loving/caring/adored support. She/They could help me make it through damn near everything. She/They are my strength, my hope, and she/they both have ALL my love and devotion.



You'll never know how much you mean to me, at least...not if I can help it. You read me so well, feel what I feel; but you'll not know what it does to me to full detail. Jus know that I love you and I am YOURS

Anger Comes Rarely
22:11 Jul 15 2009
Times Read: 783

Well then! You're not being very nice are you?!? Did you ever stop to think of what caused your consequences? Guess not...pfft



Too bad for you, you have no idea what you've done...but I do..and before long (if not already), you'll be more lost than you thought you were before.

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This is the extent of what I'll ever say on this matter. I have no intention bringing it up again...unless I've been absolutely pushed into a corner. I don't like that fickle thing called 'drama' but I'll beat it to a bloody pulp when confronted.

My Very First Database Entry
17:05 Jul 08 2009
Times Read: 794

"Crime Scene Investigation : Justice is Served

Season 1, Episode 21



Synopsis

Grissom, Nick, and Warrick take the case of a jogger who was killed by a wild animal in the park. It gets complicated when they discover that the jogger had his liver removed after he was killed. Catherine and Sara investigate the death of a six year old girl at a shady carnival.





Partial Recap



Dr. Hillridge has been brought in for questioning. Grissom tells her they found blood in her blender and matched it to the jogger. She tells him bugs will die if they don’t have bodies to feed off of and she will too. *Porphyria, the madness of King George, or the legend of the vampire is what she suffers from. It caused her lips and gums to recede. She tried different drug regiments but nothing helped. Her spleen absorbed her blood so it was removed. After lesions formed on her face she bought her first dog. If she used a gun or poisoned her victims their blood would have been tainted. She tells him humans are the best source of heme. That’s when he understands why she took the liver, spleen, and heart. She tells him she’ll die in prison. Grissom says the people she would feed off of will still be alive. She is placed under arrest for the murder of Terry Manning. As she’s being escorted out she tells him she would dry the organs and grind them up. Then she’d put it in her protein shake.



*Porphyria : a defect of blood pigment metabolism in which porphyrins are produced in excess, are present in the blood, and are found in the urine.



Also called hematoporphyria



Full Recap and information obtained were obtained HERE

Breaking *snickers* News
07:40 Jul 07 2009
Times Read: 810

Jus got back from the hospital...

It's not broken!!!!



They took more x-rays, of course, and this time of my actual foot instead of my ankle *coughstupidjackassescough*



So as I said before, no worries!!!

Stupid Pots...
23:35 Jul 06 2009
Times Read: 816

Everyone has a story for their holidays. Mostly, they talk about getting drunk off their asses and doing something stupid; especially for Independence Day and usually something to do with fireworks. Yea, I can't do anything the 'usual' way.



I was the first one up on Saturday and I decided to put the dishes up. One of those big steel pots obviously had a mind of its own and dropped right on its edge down onto my foot... Yay me! lol The rest of the day was spent at the V.A. ER with less than ignorant doctors, nicotine fits, and x-rays of my ankle instead of the rest of my foot to see whether I had actually broken it. After 7 hours, their only conclusion : contusion of the left foot. ...... Huh???



Well, Christy, awesomeness of nurses as she is, is still a bit worried and even less convinced of those doctors' competency than I. So, back we go...tonight; hoping that maybe this time, somebody can give us a more confident assesment.

***Please Note***



I am not worried; at least prolly not as much as I should be. So PLEASE don't be worried for me; I'm in high spirits and I know I'll be okay *winks*



No matter what the outcome, I'm still optimistic that it won't really interfere with my day-to-day... ♥ ♥ to you all; I know you care and I'm very appreciative of it *big smiles*

It's Beyond Official
02:19 Jul 03 2009
Times Read: 827

Today...I actually got excited about buying cleaning stuff lol. If it wasn't confirmed beforehand that, Yes, I'm a MOM, then it sure as hell is now! :-P~



Anywho, thought I'd share my self-amusement of the day...so far ha ha