I may dream of things obscure or of things sweet, but nothing has been a better awakening then the phone call I received this morning. To hear her voice once more, truly inspiring and sentalizing, oh how I've missed her so...Sweet delights of a conversation, oh yes.
And finally, I have my yahell up and running again just in time!!!!
One friend, one HUGE move, and one big ugly fear-monster lurking in the shadows of doubt...A light shines through...Super Pixie to the rescue!!!
LOL you nerd :)
On 05:23:07 Apr 02 2006 FallenPixie wrote:
My face is on perma-grin, ears on perma-blushing/burn...now I'm never going to get rid of that ooey-gooey pink butterflies floating in my stomach feeling...as long as it's for a good cause, however, I'll show it with pride ****HUGS****
P.S.~ hehe, I posted it in my journal at the same time...I think it may require a little editing ;-)
On 05:16:49 Apr 02 2006 Deity wrote:
You're an angel. thank you for your words. Take a look at my new journal entry.
On 05:10:44 Apr 02 2006 FallenPixie wrote:
I'm truly gratified I could do so! This may sound a little silly, but I think you're the only gorgeous straight girl I have a soft spot for but would never try to change.
*BLUSH*
*Ahem* Anysway, I felt that maybe, just maybe you did need a few more words of 'experience' before you made that leap. Like I said, you're my friend, if words of heart-felt emotions are what I can give for right now...then may solace be brought to your heart until you feel safe.
On 04:58:19 Apr 02 2006 Deity wrote:
Samantha, your gentle words brought solace to my heart. Thank you for taking the time and comforting me. I think I needed that more than anything in the word.
On 04:55:16 Apr 02 2006 FallenPixie wrote:
Well I may not be the most adapt in giving advice nor in providing encouraging words from the heart. But if there's one thing I know quite a bit about, it's moving somewhere completely unknown to me. To say I understand and sympathize with what road lies ahead of you in such a short time...would be the greatest understatement one will ever come to presuming. Yes, it is completely terrifying, more than being a lost little puppy in the park; yes, it may be a little difficult to adapt to an environment abstract from your norm. But there is, and always be hope...a chance that this new adventure is just what you need to become even more of the spectacular woman we know you have the great potential to be. I know I am not as close to you as others, but I do feel we have a friendship; I know that you can count on me for anything you may ever possibly need; and I know you are an extremely smart, strong, unique soul for which there is no other (don't worry, that's good thing *winks*). You will find your way, make it through, and find an indepedent happiness....even if we have to drag you kicking & screaming
;-P~
Blah, okay, I've spilled out my soft-heartedness for the day.....COOKIE!
**random thought** I think I'll save this in my journal...I'm not completely sure I'll be able to write something like that again...
LOL... I know, I know....NERD! :-P~
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