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I don't typically forge journal entries, especially regarding anything personal, but I'm exhausted and desire an echo chamber.

The last few months have been an absolute shit-coaster ; the past year itself hasn't been all too kind, aside from the occasional cathartic rock show.

At first, there were complications with my blood and blood pressure, followed by a thyroid disease/Hashimoto diagnosis.. then came constant routine blood work and dizzy/sleep spells and seizures. More recently, a new diagnosis/issue arose regarding a somewhat rare illness and tumour in my brain, largely affecting the pituitary, and thus, the rest of my hormones and functionality. The plan is to schedule further sampling and surgery, continue routine workups, and follow up for imaging evaluations to determine the size/severity and potential for cancer ; which isn't looking bright and shiny for the time being.

We'll see

It has.. become difficult to focus on living when the opposite is so attractive. Even to simply be suspended in the milk.. I imagine it would bring more comfort than this- forcing existence

My soul is tired - take me back to the black waters of the void. Let me rest apart from my anguish

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MisterSacrifice
10:57 Mar 03 2024

Ouh -.- I'm very sorry to read that. I hope it turns out well for you and wish you all strenght you need

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