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Words...sometimes so powerful

but now meaningless....

there is no word which can explain

this storm of feelings in my soul,

their worthless is even ridiculous

all i need now is to dive into silence

that is my nirvana now...

Sadness in my eyes and weep in my voice

take me far away of everything around me.

I see compassion in eyes of others

but that don't change anything...

There is a whisper stuck in me

waiting for midnight on my pillow.

This weird destiny with this much overturns

so rare that u cant follow the fury...

this is one of that moments when i use to say

that what not kill's me,makes me stronger

This is all over again for a thousand time

and every new confusion is bigger...

But i don't give a damn for what people say

or think in their little poor minds...

'cause they will never feel the divine in the way i do

and a hunger for passion which burns just in some hearts...

They don't read between lines...don't walk on the edge of life

in sunrise and sunset they don't see nothing else

but a daylight switch

sometimes my loneliness is my happiness

and I've learned to make a balance after few castaways

on this curse on my faith and hope...

makes shadows in my life get darker...

Pain lays between the sadness in my eyes and forgiving

puzzlement is getting enormous

full file me all around

desperation increase my rage...

'cause i find it miserable but impassable

sometimes during the lifetime...

makes me fear of myself,my voice

and view in the mirror...

nobody can hide from himself...

no matter how far will run...

no matter how long will search a place

to steam off his own conscience

you have to be yourself...just be...

to save your identity and be recognized.

I've always been a phoenix, the myth bird...

reborn from her own dust all over again,

more powerful and more gorgeous than the last time...

that lights fire in my eyes...

that is my wisdom.

COMMENTS

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Dragonrouge
06:17 May 25 2010

shining with the colors of shadows

on the smoking field of an old land -

just a frail splendid scent of burned feathers

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No running away from a scorch of flame-

no breaking out before the end of this game.



In maze will be thrown your own desire

'cause you have been lit by a frozen fire.

You were stuck around me,without a clue

what you're looking for,or what to do.

Crushed on me you tried unsuccessfully,

to understand my heart;staring desperately.



You didn't get the point...Never looked for a reason-

and your own traps are starting a treason.

Instead of melting ice or extinguishing fire,

being my "ice burn" was not your desire.

I am a dreamer...but you are a nightmare,

Your appearance is turning my skies to gray.



My good times and right times a long ago,

came to the end before you know.

Now it is just me - I can only pretend.

Don't try to realize...'cause this is the end.

Things will never get better-at least not for me,

but you can move on-living selfishly.



Find what ever you get and deserve,

because what you should have-you haven't preserved.

I have nothing more,to give you or borrow,

now it's just just us.....me and my sorrow.

Avoid affliction-don't search for conclusion,

without a wisdom-you're loosing your freedom.



I could take you to the stars, but you gave me scars.

With you there's no relief-you lack a cure for my grief.

I am not your "north"-start looking for getaway,

over this firewalls there is no passageway.

Stay away or I'll mislead you with signs

and that's the prison of your own device.



Your life starts to fade and soul to transpire

because you have failed this Frozen Fire.