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Just because I love rainbows doesn't mean i'm a lesbian. Or to have Gay Pride (all though i'm all for it)



I love color.



It's as simple as that.



No one seems to get that.



Whatever.

I have noticed on the short time I have been on this earth that MANY people are terrified of saying what they want to who they want.

It drives me crazy.

Ok, the way I see it, the less you talk, the more you miss in life. Simple as that. People like to know your thoughts. And if you are quiet/shy, then you have no idea what you're missing. Frankly, to me, you are boring as hell. ^_^

True, loud/outgoing people seem to say too much somtimes, and their mouths get them into trouble, but if you learn to just shut the hell up when needed, you'll be perfectly fine.

I know it's not something you can just change just-like-that. You know, from being a shy, quiet person to being a loud, outgoing person. Trust me. I've seen it happen though.

But anyway, that's just something else I've been thinking about too.

With what I wanna talk about, it doesn't matter if you are shy or loud. It matters if you have the guts to speak your mind. Most people don't have that. I feel SO sorry for them.

Say if someone you hate says something to you and it makes you want to stab them in the eye with a pair of chop-sticks. What are you gonna do? Scream "FUCK OFF YOU HORNY BASTARD!!!"? Or... nothing. Are you too afraid of what people will think if you have a minor freak-out? But incase you didn't notice, people want to see people who can stand up for themselves. So, not only did you miss your perfect chance to blow some steam, but you missed a perfect chance to prove you got guts. lol@u. ^_^

I've noticed that the more you can get off your chest the more you can be positive. Or happy, err... whatever. You can spend less time obsessing over what could have happened, and focus on what you want to happen next in your life.

But... that's what I think. I know I am neither right nor wrong. It's an opinion. :P :P And a rant, so it doesn't matter what anyone else says anyway. HAHA SUCK IT. :P :P :P

Truth be told, I would NEVER move in with any of my friends. Not because I don't know them well enough, or that there are things that I just can't stand about them or something, it's just... I dunno... I can't picture myself just living with them.

Except one person.

Paola.

I'm not sure why, maybe it's becuase we have been best friends since 5th grade, or that we have so much in common, or that we think a lot alike, any way, she's the only person I know that I would CONSIDER moving in with.

"wow, I needed that." NO SHIT SHERLOCK. Food only helps when you need engery to live. God.



"Tickle me pink." Ew. who turns pink while laughing?



"I'm with stupid." You're stupid if you say that.



"the hell?" Not "what the hell?" Just "the hell?" It sounds like you're too lazy to say a word.



"smile for the camera!" ...I'm not going to smile for an inanimate object.



"SAY CHEESE!" NO. Just NO.



"That was hella tight!!" No it wasn't. It's "that was a hell of a lot tight!!" Or whatever. Dear lord.



"Good grief!!!" DEAR LORD. GRIEF CAN NOT BE GOOD. From how I see it anyway. Seriously.



"Yeah... haha, I'm expecting." Expecting what? The UPS guy? (Yes, I know it usually means that the chick is gonna have a baby, but seriously... UGH.)

haha i just had this weird thought that "meeting you maker" met meeting your mom.

YEEEEEEEEEP.

People who say that "I'm not the jealous type"... I don't get it. Is their life so fucking fantastic that they seem to be an optimist every second of their lives? Just thinking about it... Well that isn't what THIS is about...

Anyway, ever since I can remember my mom had this rule that I can't spend two nights or more at a friends house. Like I can only sleepoever for one day. Which I never got... But she said that "You don't want to get sick of your friends, do you?" Which she DOES have a point... But then again... If I want to spend time with my friends.... I HIGHLY doubt that I will "get sick of them"... But whatever. I geuss my mom must have some life lesson about it yeah?

*sigh* I want to say more.... But seeking eyes are everywhere lmao. ^_^

TOAST.

water.

strawberries.

cell phones.

computer monitors.

calendars. And how they always know the date.

cups.

pants. No joke.

cards.

air fresheners.

drugs.

BARBIES.

typing.

talking.

people. In general.

the american language.

CD's.

actors.

FAT.

the color orange.

pants.

watermelon.

pens.

lead. (for mechanical pencils, technically graphite)

numbers.

words.

the letter "f".

gangs.

make up. and how it sticks to your face. (dont' ask.)

"txt talk".

holidays.

DIGESTIVE SYSTEMS........







And so so so so much.

I'm the one the questions everything that doesn't want answers.