BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND.
07:12 Jun 23 2008
Times Read: 578
I seriously thought it would never happen. Be ready to read mucho.
And sorry for any typos, I'm really freakin' shaky.
I feel like such a nerd. He's just like "This is just another girlfriend..." I'm like "OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG NOA WAI." At least probably anyway. I really doubt he likes me as much as I like him.
~Setting: Cameron(Brown Man), Tom, Randi, and I walking in the nerighborhood street to get back to Tom's house to wait for Randi's mom to pick us up after we just hung out in the park. We see Brooks over in the distance.
~Background: Brooks I guess is single now again. But with his last girlfriend, he was high and/or drunk 24/7... or something. So everyone was kinda pissed at him. I wasn't really... but annoyed. I don't really like drugs and stuff... But.. I can't help it. So when we saw him everyone just kinda slowed down. On the outside, I was like... "damn". On the inside, I was like... "No... way..!"
So we met up with him and everyone was buddy-buddy and shit. Him and his girlfriend broke up or something... And he just got done dyeing his hair. So he's a blonde now. lol. It's cute though. And then he said something unexpected, to me anyway, "Hey Abbey! What's up? Come here! Hug me!" "Okay! hahaha." He had me in like this... bear hug. Lol. He's so tall! Damn! And he like... held me. lol. It felt nice. Lovedd =]
Anyway, so we hung out in the street for a minutre, and then just started to walk over to Tom's again. (Tom is Randi's boyfriend btw. Randi is my friend. lol) I was thinking the whole time I was there "Yes. Yes! YAY!" (No, I wasn't moaning. It just kept repeating over and over in my head. I dunno why.)
We finally get to his house, and just like hung out. I talked about how soft my legs are. Rainbows. Cameron thought I was a lesbian. Tom asked me. I said no. >=) And we just went on and fooled around and Brooks wanted to see my phone, so I handed it to him, "Don't read my texts!" "I won't." I didn't want him to because me and Randi were texting like that whole time about me asking him out. I didn't want to.. I didn't know what he thought of me... I just didn't know. I was scared. Just downright scared. I've only met him a couple times before.
So I scooted over next to hiim on the grass just to make sure and shit, you know? And sure enough, he just pressed the "Messages" button.
"NO." I liked TACKLED him to get my phone back. lol. It was like two seconds, but when it was over, Randi just looked over "...What just happened...?" "He was gonna read my texts!" I screamed. "Well I wasn't before, but then you said not to-" "-I gave you the idea?" "...Yeah." lol. So I got my phone back. He still didn't know that I wanted him! Well...
"PLEASE?" "NO." "PLEASE?" "NO." Yes, Randi and I were fighting about if she could ask him out for me. Well long story short, she "accidently" gave her phone to Tom and Tom "accidently" showed the phone to Brooks.
Yeahh, secret out.
All he said was... "I need a minute." And kinda walked off... Just for a minute though. He came back. lol. But I'm so glad that it was dark. That way people couldn't see just how emmbarrased I was. I almost wanted to cry. (Too much emotion.) Seriously, I wasn't balls enough to just come out and say, "Brooks, I like you." Which isn't like me AT ALL. And so when he came back...
"Okay, how old are you? You had a FRIEND ask me out for you??" Randi: "No, she was gonna ask you out, but she wanted to do it later. She didn't ask me to." "Ohh... Okay..." "Yeah.." was all I could say. God I felt so... stupid. So... Duhh... So... rejected. How could I just become so shy and quiet when it's the most important I be... myself? I like knew. It was just a "no."
A little bit later, Randi got a call. "yo!. *Talk talk talk talk* My mom is coming to get us now." "mmmkay."
IT WAS SOOOOOOOOO AWKWARD.
Tom and Randi were over there just kissing and holding eachother and me and Brooks and Cameron were just kinda... standing there. Staring. "Oh this is just kinda weird." says Randi sarcastically. "...My mom naked." Was all Cameron had to say.
You kinda hear a "SHIT! Why'd you have to say that?" "Dammit Cameron!" from everyone. Tom and Randi started to make out again, "MY MOM NAKED ON A STRIPPER POLE." Everyone was just... quiet.
FINALLY, Randi's mom rolls up. We get into the car, and we get all settled, and... "Abbey! Abbey!" I get closer to the window, (it was down of course) "WHAT?" "Yes!" "Oh my god!"
I said to Randi, "...I have a BOYFRIEND." I got way loud as a said it. I bet he heard from the lawn to the street lmao!
My heart. She was beating so fast.
My smile. She was so big.
My heart. She was happy. =]
All the while before he said yes, (or no) I was like... "I hate you Randi! It's fucked now!" "No it's not! That's just Brooks!" Back in the car, "Randi. I love you. Sorry for saying I hate you..." "It's okay. I love you too."
And so... What a twist of events, no?
Tiger Army
04:03 Jun 02 2008
Times Read: 626
So have I talked about Brooks yet in here?
I don't think so.
This is probably a good time to start. =]
All right, so Randi has a boyfriend named Tom. He's pretty hot. lol. Anyway, he has a friend named Preston, and Preston has a twin, Brooks.
Before I even knew Brooks, I knew he was single. Preston, on the other hand, well he has this situation where he has a girlfriend in Missouri or something like that. And, of course, Tom was taken. :P
A little about Brooks: He hates girls. No, he isn't gay, it's just that he thinks they nag too much. Once I heard that from Randi, I went silent for a minute. But I don't think I nag too much, do I? Anyway, I also know that he isn't an ass to girls. Quite a turn-on if you ask me.
Before the concert, I had only met him once, well, twice if you wanna get technical, but... that's if you wanna get technical. Randi told Tom that I liked Brooks. I didn't really at the time, but you know... I just kept thinking about him, and so it became a crush. And Tom told Brooks that I like him... soo... Maybe that influenced thenight, but whatever.
(This is where the real story starts.)
So I was playing Sims Castaway on PS2, (which I totally beat using cheats this morning after 6 hours of playing it last night,) I get a text.
"I'm with Brooks!" from Randi.
"Oh, I see how it is. lol."
Long story short, I went to a Tiger Army concert, and it was Randi, Tom, Preston, and of course, Brooks. And many, many, hot, sweaty, nasty people with mohawks.
I wasn't expecting it to get so hot, (how stupid.) so Brooks took off his famous denim jacket with all his sexy studs. (I know denim isn't that sexy... but you have to see it and stuff to understand. lol) And handed it to me. "Wanna watch it for me?" He yelled. We were right next to the base. "Where would I put my other jacket??" I screamed. "Put it around your belt!" said Randi. Yadda, yadda, yadda, I was wearing his jacket. =] It was sleeveless, it was nice. lol.
It made me happy.
Tiger Army is one of his favorite bands, I'm guessing, because he was totally into the songs, and was moshing half the time. It was cute. =]
He kept a bottled water in one of the pockets, (I was holding, like everything. lmao.) and he said I could have a drink anytime I wanted. Only me though. ^________________^
It was funny, he reached over Randi and held out his hand, I'm just so smooth, so I handed to water to him. He blew me a kiss. I don't know why, but I about died. I mean, I've had bunches of real kisses, and blowed kisses never really meant a lot to me, I mean they have, but just not such an impact as he did it. Make sense? Gooooood.
After he got his water, he was off to mosh again, lol. Randi saw that blown kiss, and gave me that look like "You are so gettin' laid tonight." Although I knew I wasn't. haha.
A little while after of being pushed around, and getting sweaty bodies next to me, I feel two arms just wrap around me from behind. "WHAT THE HELL?" Is what I thought. It scared the living hell out of me! It was Brooks. It was the last thing I expected, considering, that I swear to God he was up in front of us, closer to the stage.
So he hugged me from behind, and then he let go, and started to walk off, looking at me, I was smiling. I couldn't stop! Why he did it, I don't know. But I would consider it flirting. lol =D =D
All I could think about that night is when he did that. When his arm were around me, it was just... right. Wonderful. What other words could I use? Oh yeah, perfect. I mean he is like a skyscraper compared to me, but it just was right. Everything fit perfectly. lol.
At the end of the concert, I gave him back his jacket. =[ And we went our seperate ways.
Me, Tom, and Randi were walking down to the nearest Carls Jr., and we were talking about the night. I guess Randi didn't see when Brooks wrapped his arms around me, and Tom didn't see either the blown kiss or the arm-wrap. When I told them about the arm-wrap, Randi gave me this face of "OMG WTF?" (lol, like my shirt.) And Tom, well Tom was so blown away that he just stopped walking. That made me feel special. I mean, Brooks doesn't act that way to many girls I guess, so... yeah. =]
So I finally got home, and I just laid on my bed. Totally ecstatic with life.
That night was SO much better then anything with Tanner.
And that's saying A LOT.
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