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Holy shet, I need to write more.
08:35 Dec 30 2008
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A whole month since I wrote in my journal? DAMN! Where did the time go?
mysppppppppaacccce.
FUCK THAT PLACE.
Seriously. lol. so addicting.
Anyway, Maddie and I are still talking about moving covens. I want to still. Just too damn lazy.
School. Blahhh. Forget about it. I try.
Her life ain't bad. Just her past.
And that's all she seems to care about.
I will have memories of Tremonton for the rest of my life.
And I want winter to be over.
I wonder how New Year's will go. Aj texted me asking if Lindsay was going to be there. Ouch. But no.
What a HORNdog.
After the party.
05:25 Dec 16 2008
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Whoo boy! I called that one!
No surprise of course.
At first, it was a lot of fun. She was enjoying herself, and was laughing and talking and all that. Then... everyone else was picked up and then she just got quiet.
It was like old times kinda. Like we laughed and talked like we used to. Back in 9th grade.
And then I realized that it was 10th grade, and that she hates me.
Sooo.... You know. She felt "sick".
It all seemed to happen all of a sudden. Like when Maddie, Jordan, Shani, and Kylee were up in the sunroof. ALL GABBY AND MICHELLE HAD TO SAY WAS "HEY, CAN WE GET UP THERE?". BUT NO. THEY DIDN'T.
THEY DIDN'T WANT TO "SPOIL THEIR FUN."
FUCK THAT.
SERIOUSLY.
YOU RUINED A LOT OF FUN BY BEING A LITTLE EMO AND COMPLAINING THAT YOU'RE STOMACH HURT WHEN KYLEE HEARD YOU SAY THAT YOU WANTED TO GO HOME TO MICHELLE.
(Yes, I meant that all to be in caps.)
But after Gabby went home, and Shani and Michelle got back from dropping her off, a couple of us vented on what just happened, and then it was like... a great party! LOL! We got so hyper! Like all of us!!
We bulit a fort and Maddie and I just chilled in there.
"Just call me Mom."
"OH SHIT! I can't believe you just said that!"
(long story.)
And before that we were all making videos on Kylee's camera. It was AWESOME!
"Imma tumor Imma tumor Imma tumor!"
And then when we finally settled down, we all crashed unpstairs.
Apparently I snore loudly =]
I blame my daddy. Don't ask. lol!!
And then the next day we just hung out in the living room and kinda did "truths" from a "truth or dare" book Shanika had.
It was mucho fun. =]]]
I need to have a big party like that soon. I forgot how much fun it was.
Before the party.
01:25 Dec 14 2008
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Shanika's party is in like 2 hours or so. And Maddie and I have come to the conclusion there is gonna be drama.
See, it started awhile ago. Gabby just kinda started to... hate... everyone.... that was ever her real friend.
She erased my number.
Maddie's.
Lanie's.
Shani's.
And a couple other people's I believe.
I know for a fact that she hates me. Why? Not sure. But I have theories.
-When her and Carlos broke up, I just stayed friends with Carlos. If she even CONSIDERED that I would choose a side, she doesn't know me at all. I wanted to be both their friends, but I guess not.
-Bonnie said that Haylee said that Gabby said that she hates me because I act like a bitch around Bonnie. WHAT THE FUCK? You're calling me the bitch? Who the hell are you? Gabby stopped talking to me.
-I said hi to her in the halls, and waved, all that shit. She snubbed me. So, I gave up. I'm not wasting my time on someone that doesn't care.
Anyway, anyway, anyway, she's going to the party too. And she's probably gonna be with Michelle the whole time and steal her from the party. That's kinda what she has done at my parties the past two years.
Well, I guess we'll see how it goes.
I hope blood doesn't splatter.
Eh.
03:35 Dec 10 2008
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Everyone is else is changing. I guess it's time for me to change too. I'll go with the flow. I should stop holding onto the past and embrace the future.
Oh, the lies high school has said.
I totally just got kicked out of Hot Topic.
04:44 Dec 09 2008
Times Read: 612
That's a first.
So I was just hanging around with Brady. What's the problem with that? I guess it makes the store or me... or Brady... or someone liable if I get hurt. One of those things. Whatever.
I feel bad. That has never happened.
Any other store, I really don't care. But it's Hot Topic.
It's a shame. lol.
Hope I didn't get Brady in trouble.
Update on my life now. Pt. 2
04:56 Dec 06 2008
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Let's see.
I love to say "Oh dear" instead of "oh shit" now.
I think it might save me from going to hell. Possibly.
I love how Lindsay thinks she can make me think she likes her.
I was in 9th grade. I so played that game. I owned. She has a girlfriend, and I don't want to go near that. lol.
3 new friends named Eri(c)(k).
Tall Eric is my buddy I guess. Liked me for a week. Think he's over me. Good.
Depressed Erik likes Maddie. No surprise, it's just funny. He hasn't had a girlfriend in 7 years. Sorry, but LMAO!
SBO Erik is the coolest I think. He can talk a lot. It's good. Has a low self-esteem though. It's kinda weird. I feel bad.
I think I'm over Gary. I want Brady now. Let me explain.
Brady is Aj's friend.
Aj lives near me.
I hung out with Brady and Aj yesterday.
First Brady and I just tickled eachother.
Then held hands.
Then cuddled to the hardcore.
That all happened in about 2 hours, all in front of AJ.
He didn't care though.
I like Brady. He's a cutie. And he told me he used liked me. =]]] So maybe he will again..?
I'm sure Preston doesn't care about me anymore. We haven't even had a conversation longer than 3 texts.
Seriously.
I didn't have a single A on my report card.
I should try harder.
This is why I don't like being a social butterfly.
But you know what?
I'm passing, and I still have a ton of friends.
I'm good.
My parents are kinda fighting. It's bad. Well kinda, it used to be worse. But all the same.
I wonder how my weekend will go.
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