dislikes.
06:43 Dec 30 2007
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###MY DISLIKES### (or things that annoy me. Yes, I have to give an explanation or else I doubt you would get my reason of hatred.)
1. When people pronounce their "S" sound like a snake.
2. When stupid people talk to me.
3. When stupid people keep talking to me after I ignore them.
4. Posers. I know too many.
5. Hypocrites. I can be one, but usually I don't notice it, And if I do, I can correct myself.
6. When people lower my chair.
7. When people think that they are "all that". You're not.
8. People that beg for money, candy/gum, or something like that. That stuff is sold... everywhere. It's not that hard to get it. Go get your own. (If they ask it's ok, but I mean the people who just won't drop it.)
9. People move around on your bed and mess up your entire bed. Especially fat people.
10. People who pull on my bag or shirt or something. You aren't 3. You can just say my name and get my attention.
11. When people just reply to something just saying "haha" or "lol". I kinda like to carry on a conversation.
12. Mormons. With the "no drinking, drugs, or swearing". Holy shit. I could never do that haha. Err... I mean... oh nevermind.
13. When good spellers mess up on purpose. You have a talent. Use it.
14. When I say "nothing", and people still ask what I wanted to say. I say "nothing" for a damn reason. Drop it.
15. When people ruin my mood. (Although that's really hard to do)
16. When people call me and they are already hanging out with someone else. I can see you're having a good time, and I don't want to hear about it.
17. People that underestimate me. I can show off whenever the hell I want.
18. When people make fun of my interests. Sure, they seem dull and stupid. But it's how I want to spend my day.
19. When people don't understand where I'm coming from. Shut up listen to me. I'll find the words, just let me find them on my own.
20. Language barriers. -_-
21. When people don't tell the whole truth.
22. When people think that I'm something I'm not. It's pretty obvious what I am and what I'm not. Ask me and I'll tell you my whole life story if you still don’t' get it.
23. When people leave me out of something that's not that personal at all.
24. When people play stupid pranks on me. It's annoying and embarrassing. So don't.
25. When people say sorry about stuff that doesn't matter. If we got into a fight, and we made up, don't say sorry. It either makes me sad, or mad, all over again.
26. When people tackle me. We aren't in a football game. So don't you dare touch me. Except for a hug. ^_^
27. When people hate it when I tell the raw truth and don't talk to me. You asked for it. So I gave it to you. Suck it up and listen to it.
28. When people are weirded out that I say "I love you". It doesn't mean I want to bang you, it means I think you're really cool, and a good friend. Grow up god damnit.
29. People that hate swearing. You're gonna have it around all your life, so why fight it? *cough* PREPS *cough*
30. When people diss my music. I don't say ANYTHING about yours, and yet you bash mine? Just shut up. I don't wanna hear it.
31. When people shove food down my throat. Or hold it in front of my mouth. If I don't want to eat something. I won't. And you can't f*cking make me.
32. When people make plans with other people when you're hanging out with someone already. It feels as though like their life is too busy and you're just something to fill up the time. I'm glad you have other friends, really I am. But I don't want to hear your plans. It just ruins the whole day.
33. Don't talk about my body. I think about it like.... 625125 times a day anyway, so there's nothing I haven't heard/thought about. I know I'm not fat. I know I have pretty hair. (I guess... but whatever) I know I have the positives and negatives about my body. It's nice that you care. But please... no.
34. Eating out at a fancy place. Manners aren't exactly my thing.
35. Drugs. God. Like tripping and everything? GOD. It's scary shit. Like... I've had a couple friends that would do like... any drug or whatever. And it's fucking scary... cause I don't want to lose them you know? It's just so creepy to me. It's hard to say. But heroin scares me the most. Yep.
36. Prank Calls. It makes you look like an ass and me freak out about who did it. (well not freak out, but mostly pissed)
37. People breathing on me. *deep breath* EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I mean if they do it on purpose, then it's cool. Sorta. Ok not really. But I mean if they do it on accident, to gross me out (it works), or to piss me off, or something like that, I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL KILL YOU.
38. When people tell me to "watch your language." I'll watch my fucking language when I give a shit. Teehee!
39. SNOW. Winter is coming up here and I HATE IT. It's cold, plain, and slippery. OK, just ice is... but you know what I mean...
---This makes me sound really pissy but I'm not! I just notice stupid things the bug the hell out of me!!---
likes.
06:42 Dec 30 2007
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###MY LIKES/LOVES###(or things that make me happy lol)
1. My buddies. I love them and they love me! (Mostly :P)
2. My computer. While I hate it, I'm in love with it.
3. Internet... Just everything about it... Well not EVERYTHING... but you know what I mean...
4. My cell phone. I HATE IT SO MUCH. I really do.. but every night I have a dream about it being dropped in water and then it not working anymore. I'm addicted to it and so I guess I have to put it under my Likes.
5. FROSTING. OMFG. This stuff is my anti-drug. Except for chocolate frosting, I love all colors, mostly because they taste the same lol.
6. Sims. Haha it's my other addiction. Every time I play it I'm bored out of my mind. But I'm strangely happy when I play it...
7. Conan O' Brien. Haha he's so stupid, but I can't help it. He's so damn funny.
8. Staying up late. I hate the morning. It's cold and... bright... kinda. And it just makes me feel alone sometimes, and that's perfect for writing my poetry.
9. Swings. They are so childish, but whenever I'm on one I feel like I can fly. But Im kinda afraid to fly... Irony? Yeah... Well actually... I'm terrified of heights. That's it.
10. Sharp pointy things. Not to do stupid things with, but to rub against my thumb. Nails are the best. (not finger nails mind you) *sigh* Don't ask...
11. My mommy. She makes me happy whenever I talk to her. I don't know what it is... but it's true.
12. My puppies! They are so cute! Maybe I should put up some pics... hm... nah. Well I have three, one that loves to be outside. He's the only skinny one. He has pretty eyebrows. Haha. The next one is my favorite. He's fat but way cute. And he acutally has facial expressions. He's the only one that will come to me when I call for them... And the last one is just as stupid as hell. She's fat too and gallops as she runs. I love her, although her stupidity reminds me of someone... heh.
13. CRISS ANGEL. omfg... He is the SEX. GOD!!!! I want him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Bad. *sigh* ok, I’m done with my freak out.
14. My music! I can relax, and let loose! YAY!
15. Deep conversations are so awesome. To share a thought that no one else you think would get, but then telling it to someone and having them get it is sooo cool. Get it?
16. Starting shit. Not intentionally, but with people I hate sooo much. I love to bitch people out on their flaws and I’m pretty damn good at it too. And it's fun when we get into a huge debate on who has more haha. But I already know mine so it's hard to insult me. :P But there are people I love too much to hurt in anyway possible.
17. Being random and loud. It’s just me. The more people I can be loud with, the more random I tend to be. I get pretty damn random sometimes.
18. CANDY. ahehehehehe. Something that everyone loves. (and if you don't you are quite an individual.)
19. Cuddling. It be teh sex. :P But for realz, cuddling is just... perfect. Well... only if the other person is good at cuddling.
20. Trees. Life, is good.
21. SUBWAY. YUMMMMMM.
22. When people give me -good- hugs!
23. When people say I love you back. (usually I mean it in just the friend way)
24. When I get a compliment on my poetry (or other writings). I TRY (which is rare for me) on my stuff, and it's usually the only way to get my feelings REALLY out, so I take real time into them.
25. Comedians. They just get life. And they make me giggle.
26. HAIR. If I like your hair, I WILL molest it.
27. Mrs. Lippincott! She's my geography teacher! lol she's so awesome. And she's not afraid to tell you her age!!
---Oh, I have more things on here that I hate then like... but I enjoy the little things (mostly... ok not really... I love the big things too... that makes me sound ssoooo conceeded...) so yeah..... I'm HAPPY---
So pissed off right now, I wanna stab someone. =D05:32 Dec 30 2007
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I HAVE BEEN ACTING WEIRD?
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU, TO SAY THAT I, HAVE BEEN ACTING "WEIRD" ALL DAY?
You are no one. Not right now.
If you haven't noticed, I don't want what you "need" right now. Not this moment.
I don't want to talk about it, and I don't want to even look at you, it hurts too much.
Am I hurting you? Ignoring you? Maybe it's for the best, of course worst.
But you know how that one saying goes... "You have to cry before you can smile".
Whatever. I don't need this right now.
I don't wanna be here right now.23:55 Dec 18 2007
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I mean, I wanna be on the computer... But I don't wanna be here in my life right now... I wanna go back about.... 9 months.
That's before really... anything... happened... in my life. I mean 8th grade was bad, but I understood myself like 85.35656% then. You know? I knew where i was going.
But then I had to open my big mouth, and say my most inner thoughts. But I can't go back, so what I am to do?
Shut the fuck up and deal with it.
Now... my life seems kinda, really, not cool.
TOO much drama.
I would make a list, but i've made too many of those haha. And you don't need to know anyway.
I got it under control.
WOW! it's a NEW way to ruin my day!19:31 Dec 18 2007
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So today, 12/18/07, right before school, my dad told my brother and i about my uncle.
He has cancer.
And it's in his pancrius (sp?). And my cousin's graduation is in may/june, and he's gonna TRY to live till then. But who knows? Only time will tell, and I don't like the sound of it.
So he's gonna talk to this really smart dude about starting kemo (sp?) this or next week, and I really hope that he does it, although it will be painful.
I'm not ready to lose someone in my family.
Difference06:54 Dec 16 2007
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peggersreggep: yoYo
Guest_CrazyChik93: sup?
peggersreggep: nothing much and you?
Guest_CrazyChik93: same here bored
peggersreggep: no i'm not going to have sex with you.
Guest_CrazyChik93: just to let u kno im bi...
Guest_CrazyChik93: i dont want u to
peggersreggep: riiiiiiiiiiight.
Guest_CrazyChik93 has left the chat
I'm peggersreggep on IMVU, and that's some other chick that I do not care for.
Now, for my point:
My sexuality does not define me.
Nor does yours define you.
I love rainbows, and of course, people take it I'm gay, which is not true, and never will be.
But sense I love color, I wear rainbows, which MUST say "I'M FUCKING GAY AS HELL".
It doesn't.
Be it you like the same gender, what does it mean to anyone else? I have friends who don't know I'm Bi, but the second I would tell them they wouldn't care. Because they grew to KNOW me, and CARE for me, for me. A true friend won't just drop you like you are scum. They love you, and know that you are still you, just different,
which, I believe, we are all different?
But some people don't respect that.
When, in fact, being Homosexual, Bisexual, Pansexual, or... any...other... sexual... Or Hetrosexual, you are still sexual.
So sure we are all different,
we are exactly the same.
But you know.
Different.
This whole journal didn't make sense. But the whole point was that you are you. And I repsect that.
It just turns out I was talking about sexuality. Which is a pretty "hot topic" right now.
Girls in General00:04 Dec 11 2007
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Has anyone ever noticed that for girls, who are BEST friends, it's "all for one", and... uh.. not the other way around?? (well for the most part)
I mean THINK ABOUT IT!
-Someone has to go to the bathroom, we all do.
-Someone wants to get salad for lunch, we all do.
-Girls CAN'T shop alone??
-We HAVE to have someone to walk with us to our next class?
-Someone is having a bad day, we ALL try in our own little way to make things better?
Just a couple examples.
I noticed this a couple days ago.
And well, what is there to explain?? Girls go in groups. Everywhere.
*Most girls, definitely not all, are like this, there are some individuals out there!
Someone else?23:40 Dec 10 2007
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Of course, I'm sure you'll agree with me, I wish I was someone else every once in awhile.
It's not because I hate myself, or my life, it's because I like theirs. Or I just like how they project it to me.
Although I know that sometimes I'm all I got, I don't want myself. (I hope that makes sense)
But it's all I got. I can't change it! And I understand that, more than many people apparently *cough*emos*cough*.
Oh well, I'm not even done with finding myself. I know I'll learn stuff I don't wanna know about myself, I'm sure there will be more stuff I love myself for me.
I'm just a teenager!01:34 Dec 04 2007
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OK. I don't give a fuck who reads this. This is uncensored baby.
I am just a teenager.
I go to school and fuck around with my friends.
OF COURSE I'M GONNA GET SENT DOWN TO THE OFFICE.
Who do you think I am? An angel? Well in case you didn't notice, an angel is dead.
I'm not dead. I'm alive and living it.
And I'm not gonna stop anytime soon.
I am just a teenager.
Maybe it's a teen lust, but it's driving me insane.
I love you shanika. I don't care who knows! BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT? They don't know what I'm going through. You make me happy. But you hurt me the most.
I am just a teenager.
OF COURSE I'M GONNA HAVE ZITS.
I'm stressed. I wanna cry over a zit? What do you fucking think? ANYONE that knows my favorite color would know that I'm not like that. A zit lasts a week, maybe two. We all get them. It's not like it's a disease.
I am just a teenager.
I want to just DIE. You know why? Because my friends do too. I just want to be with them. Because they make me happy.
I am just a teenager.
I love you Mom, you know I do. But why don't I know your darkest fear? Aren't I your "Boo"?
I am just a teenager.
Of course I will cry myself to sleep every once in a while. It keeps me sane.
I'm just a teenager.
Gabby, Kylee... eat. If you want to fucking starve to death go to fucking India. I don't want to hear about it anymore!! But I do. Because I'm here for you. Always.
I'm just a teenager.
Of course i'm going to talk to people on the internet.
I'm just a teenager.
I just want everyone to GO FUCK THEMSELVES.
I'M HERE FOR ME. Not YOU. Am I what YOU need? NO. You got yourself. Forever. Until you die. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
I'm just a teenager.
Don't tell me how to live. Of course I will mess up here and there. But why teach me a lesson when I'll learn it on my own? GIVE ME TIME.
I'm just a teenager.
I'm sorry I'm growing up.
Stressing.00:01 Dec 01 2007
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I hate stress. Nothing good comes out of it. Unless it's good stress, but that's different, I'm talking about the ugly, stupid stress.
I hate the geography project. I'm the only one in the group that knows what's going on.
I know a person that doesn't trust me.
Someone that matters.
I really hate being single.
School is draining me.
I want more sleep. Yet I insist on trying an experiment with Maddie what it would be like without sleep allll night. Then school. On monday. This, will be fun.
People don't think I am good enough.
I'm stressing.
Oh! And not to mention two of my friends totally you know, left me out of something. But whatever. It was a couple days ago. Tears wasted.
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