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I feel conflicted. But in the end i do know what to do. It is always the same for me. I have 2 options to pick from 1. i do what i belive is the best way. 2 I dont do anything because some loyalty feeling.
But it is frustrating and i remember when i disbanded my coven several years ago i had the same kind of feelings but i ended up with disband the coven and afterward i feeled that was the correct thing to do. Now it is something else im struggling with but i should deal with it in a similar way.

What make something interessting? What make something to trigger the curiosity to start to put some time and effort in? I have thinked on that kind of stuff for a longer time now. For example i havent been active here on vr for a longer time mainly because i have been to busy with work and irl stuff. But is that really the only reason? Maybe there is more variabels behind it to? And if i really want things to moving forward and to start to feel this website contiune to trigger my curiosity so maybe it is time to think on some changes? To make my curiosity for what could be something new.