I found about about another girl he had phone sex with before he moved here while we were dating. And all the porn, hook-up sites and checking out other women on the Internet with me right in the next room. I gave you a second chance, things were wonderful. But I guess I was never enough for you. What the hell is wrong with me? I feel so ugly and inadequate. I couldn't of gave any more than I did. And here I am going through this devastation all over again. I loved you. I can't do this anymore.
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
~~Maria Robinson
COMMENTS
True... but, what do you do if the ending was final, as in death for example? You can't change that ending.. Look at the poor woman who was beheaded in a supermarket in the Spanish Canary Islands.. that was a brutal ending for her :(
Hmm an interesting quote
Discontent. Replaying things over in my mind incessantly. Why can't things just be simple? I'm just not sure about anything anymore...
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your shit bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,
Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
COMMENTS
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MDLIVE13
22:12 May 25 2011
Awwww,, Welcome to the real world My dear lol.
PandorasBx
22:17 May 25 2011
Wow. What a dick.
cadrewolf
23:31 May 25 2011
sorry dear, your beautiful and adequate, never put yourself down when he probably had the problem.
atyourwindow
23:49 May 25 2011
Far from ugly, you are just in a rutt when it comes to relationships...keep looking is about all ya can do...i know everyone says this but you will find your other when you least expect it :)
CarnelianMyst
00:50 May 26 2011
Jadee, you are gorgeous inside and out. Why don't you take a little time and just devote it to you...treat yourself to something special, just spend some "you" time...maybe do a spa thing, with massage and all the trimmings. You deserve a nice life and a happy future.
Theban
11:14 May 26 2011
Sometimes it can be hard to be honest about the past when one knows they have been in the wrong.
MDLIVE13
23:26 May 26 2011
Yeah ..
You would know Theban / Chaos ... lmao!