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18:17 Jan 29 2010
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Two years ago my one time best friend Kelly murdered her long time boyfriend Chuck. Chuck and I grew up in Foster homes together so I knew him well. She had stabbed him several times in a fit of anger and what some people speculated was over drugs. I couldn't bring myself to go to his funeral and I never went to watch as Kelly was methodically prosecuted for his murder and sentenced to Prison. I had just spoken to her that week when I had went in to where she was working. She seemed fine to me and hadn't mentioned Chuck to me and didn't appear to be on any drugs.
While we were no longer close friends when this occured I still remember when we were in high school and had sleep overs, snowmobiling at her parents cabin on the weekends, gossiping about boys and the usual teenage girl stuff. And as adults more of the same lol, they were good memories.
It all just still seems so surreal to me. Look how in the blink of an eye two peoples lives are destroyed, two people that once had been so happy and now look.....how does shit like this happen?!
02:41 Jan 25 2010
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I've been trying to get out more and I've been known to answer the phone when friends call lately but I am just so dissatisfied with my life right now. I have no purpose. Nothing to look forward to. No goals. My life is stagnant and I just don't know how to fix it.....ARRRG!
What to do...fuck.
17:56 Jan 17 2010
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Well if the little penis with the tassles and pink flowers in my cleavage and hair are any indication I sure as hell had a good time last night LOL....my first time to THE CANDY STORE was quite fun, I've never been to a bar where there were dancing near naked chicks on a pole..ohhhhhhh yeah. Where is my credit card?
17:14 Jan 15 2010
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So, I get an email today from the new Mrs. Brown telling me her and my ex are going to Africa to an adoption agency at the end of March. WTF?? She has 3 kids at home and he has our son off and on (we share custody). Maybe I should see about getting my child support raised if they have that kind of money lol....as far as I know nothing was discussed with our son, you would think they would at least prepare him. This is really strange and out of nowhere. I'm wondering if it has anything to do with the fact that he told her that if it wasn't for me wanting to meet someone from PA (after our divorce) we would still be together because he loved me even then. Desperate measures in desperate times???
22:33 Jan 06 2010
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Well its official, xxxPassionxxx has bought her airline ticket to come up here and visit me! We met already when I went to meet her in New Orleans last October when I got the Swine Flu. She has only seen snow once and you could hardly call it that so I'm going to take her on a snow excursion, sledding, snowmobiling and other fun winter stuff we do here in the country. I think its going to be a culture shock for her Hahaha! They have a masquerade winter ball in Leavenworth, carriage rides through the forest and its a quaint town all done in a German village motif, lots of great little shops and wonderful Bed and Breakfast Inns.
Can't wait till she gets here!
17:33 Jan 04 2010
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Do you ever have those days when you feel like you could just burst out in tears? Well, I seem to be having a month of those. Where's my rock to crawl under I seemed to have misplaced it.
00:57 Jan 03 2010
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So for my birthday this year I have decided to get another piercing but I can't decide if I want a Labret or a Marilyn. I realize that I am getting ancient but I love facial piercings and I don't give a rats ass if I am too old, I'm getting one, so there :P
Which one? I have till the end of this monthish...
03:27 Jan 01 2010
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Well I'm feeling a wee bit lonely. I was invited to Geno's for his New Years party, his parties are always a very good time, live music a ton of people I know but I ended up with my son tonight and with the snow driving just really isn't an option and I have no designated. So it looks like my son and I are going to be cuddled in front of the telly tonight watching all the shows, he'll probably fall asleep before midnight.
It would just be nice to have a sweetie to kiss when it strikes midnight, oh well...*gets out the violin*.
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Sinora
18:17 Jan 31 2010
I can only imagine how that makes you feel. *hugs*.