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Looking..looking...found

reading taking notes..

amused by foolish people.

for some odd reason i really enjoy palm trees :")

its raining here....

i love rain..

i see bunnies in my back yard..

animals...

love them.



my skin is still cold like usual.. im always cold.

pain in my chest is always normal..



living with Chronic utera is normal now..





lies..we all lie...some way or another..



met a medium... he said my life was complicated but interesting..he said im like the HEAD moncho wolf pack... and i never care for myself but everyone else.. its true..



he also said... i have great things to look forward...

like dying at age 100 right? -inside joke laugh-



i dont understand my self at all...

but...



iv always been fasinated by PARAnormal life forbidden by the age of.. 5? iv realized that now...

always outcast but class clown.









i love my Soul Mate..

i would never change him for nothing else..

iv realized we love to have sex alott i mean alot alot.. its normal and its healthy..

i wouldnt say nympho but i mean we both like it..



theirs other stuff we do....other then sex anyways.





i feel like when we tough...just cuddling or holdings hands or beside each other..

we are one person... not two?

does that seem normal?



idk but the feeling....





its hard to describe..in a GOOD way....



i feel like theirs ... this aura that we both have..



i feel like iv known him for a thousand of years..

i get alot of people say that..but i swear..



its diffrent then others or anybody...iv known..



it FEELs right...



if i was hungry...

alll the time..

he would be my satisfaction to that hunger of mine.





my neck hurts sometimes i dont know why... random =)



im amused how iv done so much crap like played sports and all like falling hurting myself where parents are confused how i dont have or never

had any broken bones..

..





few das ago i feel down 14 stairs..because of my clumzyness..

i laughed at first then screamed...because i havet felt this pain in a long time..

went to the er.. i was completley fine.. they said my bones should of been broken...but nope?





sometimes i wonder...



i hate it everytime i go into work





old parents and such say if im still in high school..





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No...





i tell them im 19 in college..

they all looked shocked and said oh you look 15 or 16......................





ugh.. is that a good thing..........



















done typing my hands hurt =^(



ha.







bye

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captainglobehead
02:14 May 27 2013

Very interesting read. Thank you.

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