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When angels and devils collide

It’s always an eerie sight

First, the angel makes its move

And the room will fill up with light



The devil will play along,

Like he’s injured and broken

He’ll play the cards right

And makes the room start smokin’



The Angel is partially injured

But she manages to for fill her calling

She makes the devil’s dreams come alive,

Now he’s utterly falling



The Devil will never truce

It’s life or death at stake,

Still he’ll try hard

Even if trying is a mistake



Which one will win?

Which one will break down into sadness?

Only you can choose

Only you can stop the madness

struggling to stay on this cliff we call life

I’m slowly going insane

my hands are tightly gripped but they're slipping

terrified I watch my life's remains



praying that the cliff will not crumble

like it did years before

I was miserable then, I still am

And I still cry beyond my bedroom door



Everything good has faded

my hopes and dreams have gone away

slowly I loosen my grip

as I decide not to stay

I lay in wait and want

The anticipation of your touch is more than I can take

I feel a slight chill in the air

The light breeze tickles my flesh

Sensation felt in every pore



I feel electricity- you must be near

I wish I could see you; look into your eyes,

But I wanted it this way and covering my eyes has

Awakened my body

Ahh you're close to me I just know it!



Finally I can feel it

The cold steel of my favorite blade

Pressed to my throat

You kiss me

My mouth

My neck

My breasts

My stomach

Down...yes



Taste me love me

Every inch of me

I call out to you

I try to break free of the restraints

It's too much and not enough

uhhhh

I want more

I want you

Inside of me



Gasping for breath

I beg you to take me

And it is fulfilled

Like rolling thunder we move in time

And again I try break free

To hold you

Scratch you

Explore you



I wrap myself around you

Your mouth is hot

Your skin is sweet

To the edge and back

Waves of pleasure flow through me

uuhhhhh

I hear you call my name

I'm ready my darling

I can't take it; I don't want this to end

The world disappears

Time stands still

And all that's left is you and me

Grinding writhing

Lost in each other

The Beginning of Us.



One soft kiss,

Familiar, remembered.

Still brings rise,

to the down on the nape of my neck.



You



With tongue of serpent, and the promise of truth,

You offered me this gift.

Sweeter than the crush of overripe fruit.

Juices rush, over and down,

leaving crimson vestige on my shoulders.

Sticky sweet cuts, heady with petal and sun,

mingled with silt and smoke.

This volition, paradise and pain.

Always, there are these two.



Me



With depravity on my lips, and desire's swelter,

I accepted this offering.

Our limbs, braided

Resplendent with crimson

My mouth hungrily seeks out the honeyed nectar

A hummingbird, devouring flower's blood

Flitting

To

And

Fro.



We



This beginning of us,

Bittersweet, sacred.

Peace is turmoil's anointed child.

Born of reverse,

Our parturition.

Grows,

Changes,

Becomes.

And ever it shall be.

Valentines Vampire



I sit on your lap,

To give you a kiss,

Your face in shock at first,

Then your in bliss.

You relaxe and press me close,

Holding me to deepen the kiss.



After the kiss,

I bite your lip, just a nip,

To give me a thrill.

Your reactions so unique,

And it throws me off gaurd,

i I lose control of my strength.



I drag my tongue down,

Slowly down your neck,

Your pulse from your veins i feel and it excites me so, I cant resist.



I bite.

Your blood falls into my mouth,

Its on my lips, on my tongue,

It tastes good.

I suck hard, gathering it in my mouth,

I swallow- I hear your moans.



My chest is pressed hard against yours,

This gives you ecstacy,

And I know you want more,

So I pull down the zipper to your pants,

And touch you.



You moan, breathe harshly,

tremble and whisper my name.

I'm still drinking your blood,

I still feel your pulse,

It's getting faster.



You come, your actions make me tremble,

I take my last gulp of your blood,

Smell the last smell,

It's so warm and sweet.

I gently pull my teeth out of you,

And I lick around the bite,

To try to stop the bleeding,

Maybe I bit too deep...



Last, I have my hands on your shoulders,

My head is down, my bangs cover my eyes,

My eyes were closed, my lips parted,

A small drop of blood travels down my chin,

I then smile and look up at you with a soft grin,

And I softly say to you:



"Happy Belated Valentines Day."

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cadrewolf
18:03 Feb 18 2008

very nice

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Anger is my only friend,

and loneliness my alli.

You would never understand my feelings,

even long after I die.

You say you never meant,

to make me feel this way,

yet somehow you continue this,

day after day.

There are times I think you care,

but usually you don't,

around your friends you'd never dare,

to ever show your heart.

Every time your foot meets me,

almost always in my stomach,

I suck it up,

and every time,

I never overcome it.



You think that you can hurt me,

but you would never know,

'cause every time you leave a bruise,

you scar your very soul.

Although you beat and torment me,

for now you will not know,

the pain of revenge,

that I will bring,

down upon your soul.

With life comes pain,

with death comes sorrow,

you at least know how that goes.

But with what you did,

you soon will know,

your death will bring you both.

I thanl you for giving me a reason to behold,

the death I will accept,

when my very bloodturns cold.

For when you die,

I will bring what you have never known,

and pass the pain you gave to me,

back to you to become your own.

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cadrewolf
18:04 Feb 18 2008

doors seal the truth in ones mind. keep us safe from harm, this i do know

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Sitting in a corner,

As I always do,

Lost in the nothing,

Surrounded by it too,

I turn to you,

Then you turn away,

A scamper here,

And a tumble there,

Is that all the effort that you got?



Laying on my bed,

The ceiling above,

Blank as always,

Boring as always,

Just like you,

Lying as always,

Denying as always,

Is it really that hard for you to see?



Turning the knob,

You invite yourself in,

Go away I tell you,

But you ignore me,

You scream and yell,

You beat my insides,

Making life a hell,

It brings you pleasure,

I know it does,

You like seeing me this way,

How many days I wonder,

Until I fade away?



Staring at me,

You glare,

Into insides beyond the mere,

I'm only a child,

A poor defenseless child,

How you love watching me crumble,

Being blown away by little things,

You love this more than anything,

And all you do is deny what I say,

My soul will burn,

And the insides split,

While you remain unswayed....



How little you see,

Understanding little,

Seeing little,

Nothing new for me,

Staying in a sanctuary,

Far from all the rest,

You're nothing but a pest,

A bug,

Nothing more,

I want no hug,

You big whore,

Not until you begin to understand....

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Seeker2112
19:52 Oct 19 2010

I rather enjoy this piece of work. Multi-dimensional and it evokes strong images. Very well done!

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Standing on my roof

Wind blowing in my hair

All alone was I

Because of my who I'd come to be

Others only stared

Then it began to storm

Salt tears on fresh rain

I fell off my roof

Sure soon to feel more pain

You caught me without harm

Even in the awful beating

Of the thundering rain

All the tourment of lonelyness

And all my inside pain

Your my sheild and Coat of Arms

My flag to show the way

After all the awful things I said

Even closer now you stay

And my heart this Rooftop Storm tonight

Forever will be warmed

By a fire I'll never let fade

The feelings are stirring once again

And I am running on empty

Part of me wants to run away

The other wants to revert to who i was

And low self esteem sets in

I don't want to go back

To who I was

But I'm afraid I'm going that way

And loosing my sanity

Its like loosing a best friend

I need help

And I need it now

But my voice isn't working

And now I'm in turmoil

A tormented soul

Wandering the earth

Who feels alone

Even though

I am surrounded by

The ones I love

I am so lost

And the words so true

I am reverting back

And I have everything to loose

why sometimes out of the blue

I feel so low

so useless

so depressed?

why do I want to sit and cry?

when there is nothing

wrong?

why do I feel so uneasy

so sad??

why do I have pain

when I sit and think

I just wanna cry it all away

why do I feel this way??

nothing happened yet

to make me feel like this

is just comes out of the blue

why me?

am I the only one that this happens to?

why does the pain go so deep??

where did this pain come from?

is it just a phase or is it always goin to be like this??

why all of a sudden

I'm so depressed?

You go home,

Saying your life sucks,

Remembering all the bad things in one day,

how many horrible feelings you had in one day,

and wondered how it was possible, in one day.

Looking at everyone around you,

knowing everyone despises you,

hates you,

talks about you.

You try to be confident,

you try to ignore the shit,

but in the end you know you cant

These people tear you apart,

not knowing you have feelings,

they ignore you

ruin your life,

and they dont even know it.

You try to ignore the shit

but in the end you know you cant,

because these people tear you apart,

and dont even care.