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I dedicate this video to all you hypocritical fools out there that delude yourselves into being something you are not and believe the lies of all the attention whores that tell you all the sweet lies to gain your favor. There is a price for only seeing what you want to see. Perhaps some day you will wake up and find your true self.
What the fuck?!! I thought as I checked up on my score by updating this morning and finding I'd levelled up before I was supposed to (in exactly 392 page views and
and .69 days times spent). Nope base score is the same (87). Oh I see I lost 9 blocks. Was just some fucktard skanks that have numerous alternate profiles that they can't even keep track of on this site to manipulate others with. Just a heads up to all you peacocks out their that like seeming bigger than you are with your tricks. I could care less about your bullshit. I am who I am not because of you but rather in spite of it.
I have what I call true score and is what I strive for. That is the score one attains by first their base score and then calculating with the addition of those bonuses one gets that they work for on their own merit and subtracting all the other penalties. Those bonuses would be: # of rates, # of forum posts, # of database entries and last but not least # of referrals. Every other bonus depends on others' machinations to effect it. I don't really count those as they are mostly just a sham on this site. But then you look at motivation. First I don't rate others anymore unless they ask for it as I got a brutal rating system and don't think it's my place to subject others to my standards unless they want it. I tend to be subtle and rarely make anything public but prefer one on one or arcane circles so public forum posts just go against my character thus seldom post in them. Only way I'd ever work on database is if I can process the entries myself as a procurator or higher admin as I just can barely tolerate their bullshit on this site and wouldn't want them doing me any favors nor see myself getting offered such a status. People act all big because of how they are treated by others then only look at what they choose to see and think that's reality. Fucking pure bullshit. Then go around boasting of this shit and think they're something special. I'm a bit psychic and can see all their shit that they don't want to look at. Then they jump on my case for being honest. They think I don't point my scrutiny to myself? Fucking A why do you think I know myself so well? It's not from lying to myself. Anyway then we have referrals which by far as a vampire and hunter is the most important to me. But I'm not going to work on that until I have my own coven. So then I'm just left with levelling up with my base score. Then I don't want to spam page views to power level. To me big reason for internet is advertising so if you just negate that from spamming page views it depreciates value of the dynamic the internet is for. So for me it's more about the time spent score and getting credit for that has been difficult over the years because of system the Prince created. Just started using a timer with an alarm that lets me know I have to make a page view soon to get credit I deserve. I still get fucked on that sometimes even still because of slow internet speeds.
Well that's how I do things on this site. It's a part of my cybermancy to do things a certain way with the amount of details I see in the world around me. As much as the internet is my alter I have to work within the dynamics it uses for it to be effective to me. Don't really think others go to the same extremes. May seem over the top to them but I'm the one that has to be true to myself.
Ahh, the public comment section. Shows how you treat others in a public setting. *In shocked falsetto sing song voice* "You talk to this person"? Now if you could speak telepathically with a person in a public setting secretly would you and or would you speak to them in a social dynamic others can see? Why what is your motivation?
Then one is faced with the easy (for them) as opposed to the hard things to do. Is it not so much easier just to talk to a person that makes you feel better rather than question something. Even if they are like an adult shaking a rattle in a baby's face trying to get them to look at them.
Then to be objective one needs another vantage to see from. I have this as I get plenty of attention from an occult source.
Occult, you talk shit and write as much as anyone here. You say people like to talk shit in journals, isn't that the pot calling the kettle black. You write in a public journal calling women names, calling out your haters, for what because they have a mind of their own. You call people followers when in actuality, you have been doing the same shit for as long as I have known you.
You seem to not believe I have a fucking mind of my own because of as you say the company I keep. I follow no one or anything but what feels right to me.
You know what, do your thing it doesn't matter.
Who am I to question who you are, any more than you can walk in my shoes.
So I just had this work nightmare. I was a foreman for steel company and the customers were usually professional contractors that would do jobs for big companies but every once in a while you'd have an amateur come in trying to do some home project themselves. They'd drive in with a passenger sedan and expect me to muscle in something that their suspension can't even handle. Let alone they order it primed that takes a while to dry and get impatient and want it loaded right away. But I do my best to even after warnings and load it for them. So there they go with primer paint rubbing off on their interior with their bumpers and wheel wells scraping as they slowly drive off completely ruining their family car. I think this dream fits well with what I see happening here.
No doubt your declaration there will make someone happy and give you some kudos as you are but a component in larger machine. I'm not even sure who I'm addressing. I once knew a kitra healer whose ministry was to help and give counsel to kindred and now I see...this.
Yes the company you now keep you reflect. I'm here to tell you it's not good. Now I know people change and some not always for the better relatively speaking. Perhaps in the span of many lifetimes they are going through a downcycle that will go up again but in this one life they are devolving.
I must say I think the tried and true method of administering I publicly humiliating well placed bitch slap can work wonders for my kindred to snap them out of their fog. They can hate me all they want as long as I see them snap out of their hysterics and regain their focus.
Who am I? I'm a man expressing his opinion. Anyone that is in a social setting around others does this. You are a bit leading in your expression in my opinion. I expect you to question yourself and your motives if you respect my opinion. If not then you can get all pissy out of insecurity which seems to be a new habit developed by being around others that act that way. Now for you to say it doesn't matter. Ask yourself where it comes from? Walk in your shoes no one can do but I can express my opinion. You can listen or not. I know this public venue isn't one I'd use to address someone about personal issues as it becomes something else entirely when in the public eye and on this site where people are emboldened to act out because of how they fit in with others and are shaped much differently than a private conversation not to even mention how a person acts when not physically present to fear a reprisal. No here you fear the gossip if you are swayed by anything. But you have made it that way by your comments. I'm not one concerned about the rumor mills so I suppose it's really no harm other than your choice to put it in this venue rather than talking to me personally. It's a shame that I'm hearing another's warnings about you and I didn't listen because they came from the wrong spirit are proving true.
Occult??? Why would you address me that way? Perhaps if there were other comments and you wanted to distinguish by @OccultRanger but you are the only one so that's not it.
I don't like wasting my time addressing situations that won't be effective. Perhaps if I had some credibility among members here I could have some effect. But if I do it would go to those who won't say anything publicly while the ones who care about the rumor mill and drama will add their two cents. Right now I'm only expressing these comments for the benefit of the former.
Now you have addressed me saying I do the same things concerning talking shit on journals and address me as a hypocrite for it. Even pulling in your personal experience with me and calling my character into question. So You have expressed your opinion and I have considered what you have said and find myself questioning where you are right. For the most part I just find a person driven by others speaking nonsense for the dramatic effect on a stage.
Yeah I figure if they remain active they'll remain on it not unlike bonus one gets for posting in society forum or the stream within 48 hours. I think I'd keep a person if they post and interact at least within a month. Even if they don't and are absent for a while with their real life then all they have to do is show they are active again to get it again.
Maybe but I think it's worth it to find out who is real and who is fake. I got trust issues and until I can interact with others in video chat it's hard to distinguish the real ones over the internet. Some don't seem to mind the fantasy but I'm here to meet real people not some work of fiction someone creates to manipulate others.
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