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Just changed my layout to oracle red and has taken a little getting used to. Last day of the month so I'll suffer not encrypting journal entries that have videos. One of my favorite songs from Type O Negative that I can really identify with in my way.

Just updated my Neowise2020 profile with some white marble to give it a tombstone/mausoleum look but now all the graphics are too vivid so will have to do quite a bit of work to perfect it. Too much of a good thing like the color black is bad. Plus my ceremonial robes are white. Though I do wear a lot of black as it is tactically sound especially at night where I'm more active. I also favor both black and red lighting which goes well with the color black and florescent colors that glow. Once I get my website up and running I'll put the logo and crest on my leather jacket and demonstrate what I mean in my portfolio.

I need to wait to do any more work on Neowise2020 profile. What a can of worms that is. I need to order some frames without a white background. Probably going to go with plain old wooden ones. Just got to make sure I get the background right. Also got the Fred Myrow and Malcolm Seagrave Phantasm Theme song in my wishlist to put on it as featured artists. Been trying to channel that mood for this profile.

So it's back to the journal to work stuff out.

Yep, Theatres Des Vampires is still my favorite vampire band. Love this video. Really like the last line of the song too as I completely agree with that axiom as a vampire. Though I don't resonate with the satanic aspects of some of their songs as my cosmology and view of reality is different not anthropomorphizing, I do understand places oppressed by patriarchal religions and thus their siding with the darker or evil aspects of the dichotomies'. I broke the aspect of consciousness down and there is a need for a life form to have a measure of naivety in order to function. So, omniscient beings need beings like us to be whole. I think there are 16 of them out there behind the veil of the astral plane in my cosmology that are sublime beings and correspond to the Elements of the wise in four relative aspects inner, lower, outer and upper. I have a relationship with an Earth elemental. It is very special. Yes it as you'll find there is more to nature than the human ego and their sexual reproduction to classify life forms. But all that can be broken down to elemental components that give it definition to my understanding. Got the classic book "Carmilla" in my cart to listen to on audiobook next month as it's one of my favorites.

Started redoing my Neowise2020 profile. Wanted to go with some white marble (like tombstone or mausoleum) instead of the black marble on this profile. But the graphics I use are so vivid that too much white looks bad with them in contrast so going to have to integrate some background that has more shadows in it or redo all the graphics to match.

Still mainly working there on Neowise2020 journal content for hunting campaign and future coven. I do need to level it up to sire it out. This is slow going for me as everything bonus wise is dependent on having referrals then through them to complete the rest of the bonuses hence the hunting campaign in tandem with coven construction. I can't power level like some as it defeats the purpose to me. So, I mainly level with time spent part of base score while writing content. I'll get it sorted eventually. Just so many details I have to work with as a hypersensitive.

Been cycling energy of late. Suffering the loss of it from leeches and sympathetic vampires on this site that don't even know what they're doing. Then I draw it all back in to use as I see fit. :)

Been mainly working on my other profile now to level it up and get work done on some content for my hunting campaign.

Been really feeling this band's energy lately. They are one of the few I actually do follow on Bandcamp which means I tend to get all their music. But here on one of my favorite research tools i.e. You Tube I like this video. It really captures the heart of the vampire to me. It begins with a chase scene in the wilderness and the prey seeks sanctuary in a dwelling. They are brought to a banquet hall and given the seat of honor. Then the young Bathory enters and takes her throne. Then at her command the proceedings take on a new stage as the prey is brought before her throne. An enchantment is weaved over them to make them pliable and then they unmask themselves as a coven of vampires and all start feasting on them.

Can't help but think a similar play should be enacted here on Vampire Rave. I don't really see it though. Don't feel the comradery with my kindred here. That's fine like a master of ceremonies I can just do my own thing here. ;)_-

It's time for some Burning Witches. I almost posted one of those AI videos but just couldn't do it. I like an element of imperfection that makes something beautiful to me. The same is true in the gothic culture. These creations by AI just don't hold a candle to it to me but allowing one to see this contrast is something within itself so there's that.

Been watching: Interview With The Vampire again which is free now on YT. As a real vampire I now constantly see the artistic license used in media about vampires yet I still enjoy them and takes me back to those innocent times when I didn't know any better like some still are. Correction, "most" still are.

Going to spend tomorrow with her. It seems she's on some sort of probation with someone that has some authority over her and is causing some friction. Knowing me she has prepped me for it so I don't lose my cool. There's nothing that gets my goat than dealing with arrogance which people that have some authority tend to have. I have my own authority from being initiated into the mysteries but it is well tempered with my vantage of eternity and the overwhelming dynamics of the Elements within it. I'm actually quite surprised that other so called vampires don't share this view. Their behavior suggests otherwise. They definitely don't perceive reality like I do. I suspect it's from being hypersensitive. Well anyway looking forward to unwrapping my gift tomorrow.