Its been four day's and I havn't seen Erik.
I couldn't even sence him.
Its deeply frustrating.
Amethist is happer then a puppy.
It maked me wonder where he's been.
Where has he been?
And then there this knot.
Its still there.
And resently i'v been dreaming of death.
My own death.
The dreams are strange.
I've asked my goddess to guide me but i think she would like me to find this path alone.
Things are never as they appere anymore.
I haven't talked to Erik yet.
I wish i could speek with him.
Now that Amethist has seen him she wont let me out of her site and she's told our group about him aswell.
I know she means well. but he would never hurt me. I saw him in school and Amethist and Ruby walked up behind me and he walked away. There just trying to protect me.
But they know i don't need it.
I'm stronger then most of them.
But lately i've had a feeling deep in my soul that somthing it wrong. Ive had it for a while. Its starting to bug the shit out of me.
* Names will be subed*
I've known Erik for four years now. I always knew he was different. And went to his own rythem. He belived in the unknown like i and we have similer intrests. So when we where hanging out I asked Amathist to join us that day i didn't think anything of it. I surlly didn't think Erik or Amithest would mind each other. So i Met with Erik and we walked to the forest where we were to meet Amathist.
Erik and i started to talk while waiting for her.
"Hey, i've been meaning to talk to you about somthing important." Erik said.
"Sure. We could talk now if you want?" I awnserd. He looked around like he was making sure we wernt fallowed.
"Well, Um... You know i'de never hurt you right?" He seamed to be picking his words carfuly.
"Of course I know that" I said with a smile.
"Good! Because i..." He hesitated. and thought for a mintue
While he was thinking i could now hear Amethist coming towards us. Then i heard her stop. This was odd so I called her name. Erik looked up with a look ive never seen before. Thats when Amethist started to run towards me. She ran fast and smooth. She grabbed me and pulled me away from Erik. Then she stood infront of me.
"Are You okay?!" She sounded angry.
I Stood beside her.
"Of Course i'm Fine! Whats the meaning of this?!" I Demaned. Ive never seen Amethist this hostile. She was glaring at Erik now. Her hands tenced. She began to chrouch down. I jumped infront of Erik.
"What's Going On!?" I Demaned, now putting my full "High Priesstes in training athority" To work. She Rose and bowed.
"Forgive me, But do you knoe who that boy is?"
She said pointing to Erik.
"Yes, that is Erik." I Said simply.
"He's a.." She begin but before she could finish Erik took over.
"I'm a Hunter."
Shook shot threw me. I spun around to look erik in the eyes. There was no lie in his words.
"No... You can't be..." I could barly
"We are leaving. And so are you." Amethist said.
I looked at Erik on last time then walked away.
How should i feel?
I knew Erik was different but how could i not seen?
We told each other everything!
Why would he keep this from me?
I've started to write a new story. On Acount of my having writers block. I've desied to base this one on the battle of werewolfs/ lycans (If Prafured) And Vampires. Its also a story of trust and lost. If anyone would like me to post the first chapter of this new story. You have but to ask. I would love some comments on it aswell.
School again tomorrow.
I have to wake up with the sun (Not looking forward to that) and start a whole new semester. I'm going to freek and KJ is in my class again. He makes comments about everything. And even when its not wanted.
I was ready to punch him out myself. but i have self control (Most of the time). The last lab we did in science was a blood type test and i almost lost control of my sanity. The room was rich with the sent of blood. It was soooo good. It show's i have blood issues. *note to self: work on bloodlust*
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