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I ache..ahhh but not so much of the body but the soul

And yet I do feel the pain of it, it gnaws and tears within me

so deeply that it seems neverending.

So is this the way it shall be, I will pass from this life one day to the next and the next

never knowing..what.

I wish I knew the answer to that question,

is this the way vampires are, do we never find solace or comfort..or home.

Is the price we pay for what we are.

I feel lost, yet I know where my body is ,I am alert.

But yet, I feel as if a part of me is searching, and has been for centuries.

I should be going somewhere ,but I don't know where.

I am lonely but I know not for what or whom.

For my own kind?Does some distant memory hold to me still and yearn for others like me?

Has this awakening come too late, have most of my memories from my past lives become too distant. Too distant for me to call forth and see.

Is someone of my kind calling me and I can't remember the voice?



This time , this era, has never been to my liking,have always felt a out of place here.

I am so tired, so many voices yelling at me, all wanting this or that

When is it my turn,when do I find peace.

Not in this lifetime, I can only hope to find it in the next.