Today is most glorious of days! ( well most of this occured in the wee hours of the night) Finally Im able to lay claim to the object of my affections! He told me he loves me. And I could not be happier. I felt the same way but was afraid to say it. Im bombarded with emotion and rapture. Life is beautiful :D
Im relieved my dearest has come home from surgery just fine, I spent all day worrying by some random chance, because that would be my luck, some fucked up shit would happen to him. Two days ago he tore his menicus in his knee....which I feel is my fault because we went sledding the week before and he hurt himself, so while stretching the injury it got worse. And tore. I always feel like Im bad luck hahaha but what can I do? haha Its xmas eve and I'll see him tomorrow. :D
I don't care for this coven bull, if you forcibly induct someone why the fuck would they want to abide by your rules? Im done with it, Im not going to be told what to do. Childish and selfish sounding? Maybe but Im my own woman and I don't need anyone else directing me. Im just sick of feeling like I have to play someone else's game. Im done being submissive. Im aggressive and a bitch and dominant and I DONT CARE!
*pant pant pant*
I ve yet to find many people that can actually have a conversation and keep my interest. Its always, "hey cutie." or some bull fucking shit about sex. Fuck you. Insolent, immature, perverted, unintelligent, assholes. Id like to talk to someone who has a real fucking picture, man up and stop hiding. And is it too much to ask to talk to someone attractive? Geez!!!!!!!!!!!! *pant, pant*
Ok I feel better...
COMMENTS
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birra
00:44 Jan 01 2010
Wait... you can lay claim because he said he loves you... but... you didn't say it back?
You're happy - but couldn't bring yourself to say it?
...good luck with that.
Nocturnica
06:39 Jan 05 2010
No where here did I say I DIDNT say it, was afraid to...but I did.