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Veronica, session 1

06:56 Dec 09 2016
Times Read: 87






Veronica: we were in the middle of a snowy forest with naked black trees,

walking through and spinning around, you were watching over me all the time as I was curiously dancing through the forest...

I was wearing a completely black dress all covered up, kind of medieval looking with a big skirt and wide sleeves...

you looked a lot like Gaahl of Gorgoroth lol....as we were walking, you were walking in front of me as if you were guiding me..

I stopped and looked at the sky, it was starry and I tried to touch the stars...



then I came across a mirror, looked deep inside it and I drank blood from a chalice with such lust it dripped all over my face, I felt a great satisfaction..

then my mood changed, for a moment I became a bit aggressive and filled with power, I felt very confident about myself...

suddenly my dress changed colours from black to dark red but stayed the same shape...we then continued walking through the snowy woods...

your appearance hasn't changed at all, you were still all black with calm expression on your face..

two wolves appeared and started walking with us, I felt very peaceful and content...I found a red rose and as I touched it its thorns pierced through my fingers..

I felt like I could do magic so I used my hands to change the snowy forest into a leafy, misty one, I got tired of snow...

the forest was changing colours from dark green to dark blue and the stars were now between the trees...



with my hands I could touch the mist and change the shape of it...we continued walking, dancing, spinning around..

we then came across a swamp, I kneeled down and grasped the water, ran it down my face...two wolves were still with us...

I could hear the owls and see the bats, then there was this tiny rabbit and I grabbed a knife and slaughtered it...felt at such ease as doing so..

I pet the rabbit then we continued walking, suddenly the alarm went off!

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Interview with... part 3

06:36 Dec 09 2016
Times Read: 94


the third part is a bit disturbing, for the interviewed, that is, things got out of hand in her experience, I will be publishing this on Kindle in the near future, altogether with part 1 and 2, plus more recorded session with other volunteers.


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Interview with... part 2

02:22 Dec 08 2016
Times Read: 114


October 29

Lucy

That's the 3rd night in a row I have dreamt about you. Wtf! lol



October 30

Nocturnal

m I fucking you?



October 30

Lucy

Yes



October 30

Nocturnal

could you describe the dreams, like all that u can remember, on the three ocations. places people and conversations please, put as much detail as posible please, that will be helpful, I'll explain why later.



October 30

Nocturnal

please......



October 30

Lucy

The last dream is the one I remember the most. I was walking through a crowded dark hall way with my fiance and a couple people started talking to him. I don't know who was there because it was no one I knew, but I think it was a party. I felt someone grab someone my hand and pull me into a small room. it was you. You ran your hand up my back and kissedme and I pulled back and said were going to get caught, but you pulled me in tight and said shhh against my neck then reached up my back and undid my bra. I undid your pants and you supported me onto you, but just as you inserted me my fiance woke me up cause I was moaning in my sleep.



October 30

Lucy

The others were intense fore play, making out and fucking. We were alone

I'm sorry it took so long to reply my guy is annoyingly jealous of you so I couldn't reply with him standing there.



October 30

Nocturnal

what time was it? or times



October 30

Lucy

The last had to be just before day light 5am or 6am. Another MAY have been during a nap between 2pm-3pm, but i'm not sure and the other was after midnight between 1am-3:30am (possibly 4am).



October 30

Nocturnal

the last one being this morning? what did you do o thoght before the naps/sleep, and how did you feel after you woke up?



October 30

Lucy

No, yesterday. But I have thought of you on multiple occations just to get off (that's awake). The last one I could feel a small amount of pain when I awoke, my bottom lip was a little swollen, and my underwear was soaked....plus I was irked that I was woken up.



October 30

Nocturnal



write down dates and hours if possible, if you can give more detail of what you already told me if possible, did you think of me whikle having sex w you bf or when alone? did those nights or day before the dream did u masturbate or had sex? anything peculiar when you cum thinking of me, may be numbness or stiffness of your body, light headed, anything out of the ordinary that you dont get out of sex w your bf or solo thinging on someone else? want you to do some test w me, next time you masturbate thinking of me, right after you get off, letting me know you did it, I wanna know if I can perceive it some how, txt me right after u cum, and ask your boyfriend for how long did u moaned, and if he saw u touching yourself while at it,

also, did u have sex before the dream or masturbated, when you woke up to the dreams, did you feel like you do after sex, emotionally and physically, physically meaning like a penis was physically there.



October 31

Nocturnal

there is a reasonable explanation for all this



October 31

Lucy

Okay no problem. Just give me a little time to type because this is my phone and i'm hiding my responces to you. I'm about to take a shower so I should be able to reply then. I will get back to your questions very shortly.



October 31

Lucy

When I masterbate thinking about you it's because I physically feel you touching me. I don't have to touch myself because I feel everything. Touch and penetration. and it's different hours. Mainly at night. I think you may be fucking a girl and i'm feeling it. When I think about you while fucking my bf it's different sex. I even came internally instead of clitoral and I never do that. I'm able to physically feel your touch, your kiss, your dick etc. I feel the taste of your mouth. And i'm able to climax harder. I generally fall back and pass out, laugh, or lay there trying to catch my breath. In my dreams it's a lot of foreplay. You kiss a lot (but still haven't bit me d*mn it!) I'll wake up in the position the dream ended or i'll be fucking the hell out of my bed sheets and feeling like i'm still being fucked. which is painful because i'm pregnant.



November 1

Nocturnal

yea, it pretty much sounds like me, I do kiss a lot, I think my energy still lingers after we hangout some time ago, since I am a really horny guy, it will do that to you, I know I enter in other people's dreams (astral Plane), subconsiously, and the experience seems to be the same among the few that dared to tell me this truth, there r many too shy to come forward and tell me,some of those are the stalkers. How it is when you feel me, do you feel some tingling on your pussy or something like it? do you feel me before masturbation, or is it that u start masturbation then think of me ? or first think of me then masturbates, in some cases when a girl masturbates thinking of me I can feel someone is doing it, but I dont know who it could be, sometimes , well most of the times i dont feel anything, and this depends on the link , some are stronger than others, at least this the theory, so I want to know how strong u n i r connected, I guess Ill b able to tell if you call me or text me right after you r done masturbating thinking of me, so if I feel anything I'll know where it comes from, and also tell me when was the first time you had the dreams, did it happen in 3 consecutive nights or there is days or weeks on between?



November 1

Lucy

The most recent was 3 consecutive nights, but that is not the first time I've felt or dreamt about you it's been quite a few months, but my dreams have been becoming more vivid. It may be that i'm more connected with because of what we have in common? I don't feel tingling. I feel like my body is being touched. It's more like a tightening throbbing feeling inside me like before an orgasm with a rythmic rubbing in the end i'm sore and wet. I don't start out by thinking anything, but I remember your touch and smell and it feels the same then as soon I close my eyes awake or not I can literally see you fucking or touching me. I know it sounds crazy but I figured i'd message you. I'll try that when i'm alone. And don't worry I am not one of your stalkers lol.



November 1

Nocturnal



OK, then what I gather is that you get off harder when u think of me, harder than real sex w you bf and anybody else, not even if you think of the hottest true blood star u wont get orgasms as intense as when u think of me, right? The few girls n ex's that had the balls to tell me this coincide w eachother, we linked long time ago, I prolly masturbated thinking of u back then, I think I did it a couple times b4 we met, that's it, but enough to link some how, the thing about links is that they r forever, that's why a couple ex's stalk me, that's bcus they blocked me on fb, so they can see what I am up to by stalking my profile, if u weren't in my friends list, you'll be also stalking me to the castle or if you knew where I live you'll b stalking my place, that's why I moved once n don't take girls to my place for that reason anymore, unless I feel safe. Its annoying to have my door knocked for half hour or get my phone exploded or both.

I asked you to call me right after masturbating bcus I want to know if u can make me feel you like some one else I know can, I can do it, like in the video I posted on the gathering. But this is the first time some one does it to me, so I want to know if someone else can, which I doubt but is worth a try. Just to be clear, there is no tingling or any other estimulation before masturbating except when you masturbate n start thinking about me, right?

Its not crazy, I am used to it.



November 2

Lucy

It's a touching throbbing feeling not a tingling. Like for example if you were asleep and someone walked over and started stroking your dick and lightly touching your body.



November 2

Nocturnal

but does it happen before you get turned on or after you start touching yourself?



November 2

Lucy

Before. I've even had it happen at work and at the bus station. I started feeling it again at 12:07 just a few minutes ago.



November 2

Nocturnal

do you thinking of me while having sex w you bf just to get off, or because thinking off gets u off harder?

so you basically felt me while I was just thinking of you while posting my fb, there is a girl that feels tingling on her pussy by talking to me on the phone.



November 2

Lucy

It's not a 'I'm horny I want to get laid.' It's a feeling like i'm being touched and felt up. And that's what turns me on and if I lay down and play with myself then, it turns into something really intense. It's different from when i'm just masturbating. I can see everything like it's happening in real life.



November 2

Nocturnal

do you thinking of me while having sex w you bf just to get off, or because thinking off gets u off harder?



November 2

Lucy

A little of both. The other day (night before Halloween) I felt it while I was making a cake and tried to get him to fuck me, but it wasn't the same so I climbed off and walked back to the kitchen.



November 2

Lucy

I've never tried the phone with me if I touch someone or just get close I can feel what they feel emotionally and physically. I was going crazy at the grave yard when you grabbed my hand when you wanted me to rub your stomach at north shore. and when you asked if we could make out I could feel your lips.



November 2

Lucy

If you think about sex I get horny and if you jack off or fuck someone I feel it. I know it's you cause it'll either interupt my dream or I'll see while i'm awake.

Which gets me in trouble because it's hard to convince someone I haven't fucked you when i'm moaning and saying your name in my sleep.



November 2

Nocturnal

i jacked off at 1130ish, did you feel anything then?



November 2

Lucy

I'm not sure cause I was really sick. But i've been overly horny since a little before 12pm and it's getting worse to the point my heart beat is picking up and i'm getting hot and tense.



November 2

Nocturnal

What do u mean sick?



November 2

Lucy

Like can't keep prenatal pills down kind of sick, morning sickness from this baby. Not diseased sick.



November 2

Nocturnal

What's morning sickness like?



November 2

Lucy

Hmmm... It's kinda like a stomach bug, but without other symptoms. You feel very nauseated in your stomach and you get sick at any point of the day. Especially when you haven't eaten or smell something the baby doesn't like. I get sick from the smell of chicken, ciggerettes, or if I try to eat red meat. And it's the main way to spot a early pregnancy



November 3

Nocturnal

I think I had that before eating after I woke up, kinda coughing to to puke, I guess I got that, bit usually get that when I am anxious, and I been anxious latelly, some one special is leaving and that's is not fun to me, but then we never fucked or nothing, do U think of me everytme you fuck your bf and or masturbate?

November 3

Lucy



Aww I'm sorry to hear that I can empathize with you when it comes to that because I got that way when my only friend moved to Mississippi. If you were still in St. Pete I'd make you some tea to settle your stomach.

I think of you just about every time, this morning I did a little. But I rarely get laid lately cause it hurts. I've tightened up down there so sex unless there's foreplay involved hurts like hell.

November 3

Lucy

And also I'll be completely honest there has been times where I've wanted to ask if you wanted to fuck me one time, just a one night stand no strings or emotions attached. Especially if you really are Tantric too I think the sex between us would be incredible. And since i'm being accused of it. But a part of me says no for 3 reasons. The first being I won't cheat, the second being that guys have always turned into an emotional wreck (you'd think i'd be doing that since i'm a Cancer). (i think apart of it is the kiss part) you have no idea how bad I felt for Lenny at the Castle. It's like I physically ripped his heart out. And the 3rd being you might not go into friend mode afterwards and delete me off your friends list and that would suck.





November 3

Lucy

I'll write it down the next time for you. The most previous talking was that dream I had that you snuck me away from my bf at that party/bar. Before you pulled me in the room we sitting at some noisy bar and rock music was playing and you had a drink in your hand and were a little irked some people didn't show up, but you seemed pretty happy and were taking a small break. And there was another where Dravon was there with you and me and you guys were sitting around discussing music and other things, but he seemed so sad. And then I had another where it was just you and I. You were talking about touring, but I can't remember what else you said. I wish I did cause you talked with me for a while. It was dark and we were on a bench.

November 3

Lucy

I thought I did? Will I stop: no, because I like the way it feels thinking of you, will I give it up? No, it's not hurting anyone and it makes me feel good. Can you live without it? Yes, i'm not obsessed. But it is addictive.



November 3

Nocturnal

i guess now you know whats a drug like... I know i posted it before, "I am like xtc"



November 3

Lucy

I haven't seen that but it makes sense. Well that sucks i'm getting addicted to a 'drug' I can't physically sample...



November 3

Nocturnal

Did u do anything around 6?



November 3

Lucy

No, but only because I was with my dad and little brother at the motel.



November 3

Lucy

I'm horny



November 4

Nocturnal



then it wasnt you I feel, for a second I was doubting were it came from but now I am sure is not you, I dont think I ever feel anybody as I feel this girl, i want to know if some one else can, but no, and she feels me back, but her symptoms are amazingly intense, lets talk about super drug intense, no one described it that way to me before, thats why I went to the group page and posted the stuff, you know.

one last question for now, did you started feeling me before or after we met?



November 4

Lucy



Okay so maybe only I can only feel you. I was fantasizing around that time, but i wasn't able to physically do anything til later that night. The explanation I have for the other girl (who is very pretty btw) is that she is most likely Tantric and you two are transferring sexual energy to one another. If she is then she most likely she will not turn into one of your 'stalkers' (ed. note: she did)

November 4

Lucy

Oh! And the answer to your question I started dreaming about you after we met at the Castle, but it wasn't as sexual til after the graveyard. And if you want me to be specific April 20th (ed. note:2010) was my first sex dream with you.



November 4

Nocturnal



but did u feel me before we met or do u remember feeling anything different b4 we met or after I trew the pick up line at the castle the first time?

November 4

Lucy

I wouldn't know because a little before your pick up line I was playing with myself constantly as soon as I got horny cause I was in that waste of time relationship with that prince. I was intrigued by you at the castle because even before the pick up line I was very drawn to you and when you walked up to me at the club I got a sudden jolt up through my legs and in my stomach and stopped at my tongue. It was nothing I had experienced before and I still don't know what caused it. The same thing happend at the graveyard when you grabbed my hand. I had dreams after the pick up line, but feeling you physically touch me didnt come til after the graveyard.

November 6

Lucy

I had just gotten into an arguement. I dreamt about you last night. I don't know if it's just because I talk in my sleep, but my bf had the EXACT same dream, but in his dream he walked in on us and described it in detail everything that was said and done. What's your opinion on that?



November 7

Nocturnal



I don't remember, detail what happened I'm the dream, get a note book and start writing down what u can remember from your dreams, what was said etc, describe the place. And how did he start to telling u about it?

How did it happen? I pressume it is cus u 2 r connected, he might be worried n getting more emotional n sensitive to tag along w u in a dream, that's all i come up w, I need to do some research on it.



November 7

Lucy



Dream: We (you and I) were going at it on the couch in my apartment and I told you that he wouldn't text anymore cause I told him I was taking a nap. He came home early and listened at the door and heard moaning. He snuck in and I had my legs wrapped around you and started screaming. You ran up to my sun room and vanished.

His first words when we woke up were you cheated on me. Later he told me I've been moaning in my sleep for months now and saying your name. He was saying I was obsessed (even though he's the one stalking your page and gets a text message everytime you make a new status).

i jot things down on my phone as soon as I wake but how can I hide a notebook? He'd beat the living hell out of me if he found it. I already have a knot on the back of my head because he slammed my head into a wall over the dream. He knows i'm having sex dreams about you, but doesn't believe me that i'm not intentionally doing it! I am looking into books though so I can control it or at least quit talking in my dang sleep.



November 7

Nocturnal

Does he know I am vampire, and I've on the vamp gathering group? You may have to stop masturbating and all that stuff thinking of me, then we have to damp or sever the link

Yea keep it in ya phone



November 7

Lucy



Yes, but says you're nothing, but a fake that read an article online then started posing to get in every girls pants. That you don't know d*mn thing about vamps, etc. (he said it not me)

I don't want to make you uncomfortable Nocturnal. I'm sorry I'll stop if you want me too. I had only started cause of the dreams and the way it felt.

November 8

Lucy

I just don't get why you? We only hung out once and even though it was fun for me, especially the graveyard, (turn left. No! Your other left!!) I don't see how it would cause these dreams since I don't want to be anymore than a friend?



November 8

Nocturnal



Well, at least it gives an idea of why I get stalked, when I link to someone, like my ex n some other girls, some even wake up w o remembering they dreamed about me, like u did, until your bf told u so.

I wonder how many girls out tthere r dealing w this



November 9

Nocturnal

I guess you may have had dreams of me and woke up without remembering em.

What causes it is that u r connected, like a donnor, tantrik vamps give such a pleasure that donors become addicted, its our survival mechanism, does it make sense to you?



November 9

Nocturnal

When did u started masturbating thinking of me, before you started dreaming or after?



You said u used to masturbate thinking of girls b4 me, what got u to start masturbating thinking of me?

Did the orgasms got more intense the more you did it?



November 9

Lucy

The dreams got me started with that cause I don't think of you in a sexual way, just as a friend. Yes, they got better as time went on.


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Interview with.... part 1

02:22 Dec 08 2016
Times Read: 113






Q:do you love your bf?



A:Yes, I love him.



Q: r u in love w him?



A:Am I in love? I'm not sure because I have never felt the way people describe it and I keep my heart on gaurd so I don't get hurt. I never truly know how a guy feels for me because ANY guy that has ever kissed me has a chemical brain change and turns into a "i can't be without you, I love you, if you leave i'll kill myself, 24-7 texter and caller. And that irritates the heck out of me. and this has been every guy, no exception. So if you know what's causing that please let me know.



Q:how long it's been since you started having dreams of me?



A: couple days ago the night before halloween. I started dreaming of you shortly after you took me to the graveyard.



Q:are you afraid to get wake up moaning my name again to your bf to hear you? has it already created some friction in your relationship the fact that he woke you up moaning calling my name?



A:Yes, sometimes because I got beat every time he thought I fucked you and won't believe I didn't because he said "people like Noc can't and won't just hang out with a girl. They have to fuck them." And constantly ask if this is your kid. But I'll be honest do like my dreams.



Q:have you masturbated thinking on some one else? maybe more handsome; have you ever got off hard thinking or fucking some else like you do thinking of me before?



A:I've never thought of another man other than you cause usually I think of girls to get off, but it's not as intense. My legs shake and everything with you. And for the record I don't find you unattractive.



Q:are you gonna still masturbating n fucking your bf thinking of me on the future? and why?



A:Yes, in the future I will, but don't compare me to one of your stalkers i'm not like that at all. I just like the way you feel. Plus you conversate in my dreams too so it's not just sex dreams and it's nice to have more than just a 1 worded reply even if it's just a dream.

Will I stop? Probably not because according to my dreams you're the one that starts it lol.



Will I stop: no, because I like the way it feels thinking of you, will I give it up? No, it's not hurting anyone and it makes me feel good. Can you live without it? Yes, i'm not obsessed. But it is addictive.

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