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Have you ever felt as if
no wanted you around
that you'd be better off
not even making a sound?

That everything you do
is in vein
that you only cause
others pain

Have you felt like you're
not worth the time of day
you're just better off
staying out of everyone's
way

It's as if everything you do
ends up be wrong
that at the end of the day
in every way
you just don't belong

These are the thoughts
that run through my head
that leave me feeling
a sense of dread

Have you ever just wished
your thoughts were clear?
just to find that peace
is replaced with fear

Have you ever kept you thoughts
to yourself
due to what other may say
so you keep to your self
in every way?

Have you ever asked yourself
why do I even try?
Why must I remain
to be by myself?

Am I the only one that feels
this way?
Do I have the rite to live?
Is there anything left to say?
would anyone take the time
to forgive me for how I live?

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SinfulMelody
07:48 Apr 08 2019

beautifully written and I know exactly what you mean

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So, I'll be the first to admit
that I go silent,
I don't open up to people,
and that I don't know how
to deal with it

I get trapped within my
my own head
due to what was once said
for some could say
could last for days

I'm pretty sure I already know
what some may say
that there's something wrong
with me but that's already
plain to see

I have a have a habit of disappearing
then randomly reappearing
without word, it probably seems
absurd and I don't blame anyone
for thinking that way

I wish I could give a reason why
but I'm at a loss myself
like a changing season left on
some empty shelf

You don't have to forgive me,
I know that I wouldn't
so I can understand if
someone else couldn't