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The title's there as a statement

as of how I sometimes feel,

when I'm at the point where

I longer want to feel,

let alone care if true

happiness is even real.



It's that reoccurring turning point in my life

that I'm forced to see over and over

that constantly reminds me of my inner misery,



So please don't mind me

when I ask you out of curtsy

to view me as if I've already died.



Sorry if this offends

or if it left you standing there without a clue,

I truly did not try to offend you,



But it all comes back to

that annoying turning point,

where I was left only asking,

is it still worth it to

deal with life's fucked up bullshit?



I'm still trying to figure that part out,

I'll get back to you

and to anyone else

that got that clue

when I have an answer

Some how I found myself left in the dark

locked away from any light

no longer caring to put up a fight



I wanted something that

I obviously couldn't have

a chance to be happy

with a kind and loving family



I guess that was asking for too much

I thought I had one

but then I was thrown away

what can I say?

I guess I'm not worth the time of day



I wish I would of known that from the start

instead of being left

with this feeling as if my heart

was just torn apart



I hear people speak of the truth

but yet no one seems to want that for me,

I guess I'm better off just feeling misery



All I wanted was to have a life

where me and my son can be happy,

is that to much to ask?

or just too much of a task?



I no longer feel like I belong

any where and the worse part is

I don't even know what I did wrong



I just wish my life

was better then it is right now

but if there's a way to fix it,

right now I don't know how

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shadowrayne7
04:04 Oct 13 2017

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