If I sleep I usually remember nothing but when I do remember it's troublesome, most of my random thoughts are dark and unholy as tonight. I awoke around 10 pm in a cool sweat the after thoughts still ringing in my head. I felt as though all the flesh had been pealed from my bones...upon a glass of cognac...I thought of the creatures ripping at my soul how they fed on my flesh. The crimson blood on their teeth and of the grotesque organs and entrails upon which they feed, ripping tearing every inch of my being...I would feel no pain only calmness.
A calm that once again made me sane...A calmness that once again gave me meaning. As my brethren feed I rejoiced in their satisfaction of deliverance.
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