Gawd, its so freaking difficult having to be everything and everyone. I keep having people tell me that they are going to do one thing or another and they just... don't. And most don't even call or text or whatever to say that they are not going to, they just... don't. So what is the reason behind trying to divy (sp?) up things if everyone who WANTS to help is just going to turn their back on me when things need to be done.
I have others who tell me that they want to help and want responsibility and such, and while I would love the help, I worry about things not being done on my schedule. I just had the list of fairs in the local area turned into me... I asked for this list to be completed by the 15th of January does anyone see what day it is? No? Well I do... and now I am back logged because of it and the other person... who does not seem to think anything of it, because GUESS WHAT... it does not effect them and it won't.
So I am sorry to those who ask to help, but if everyone is going to continue to treat me like I don't matter, then how do I know you will?
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LadyCarmen99
02:11 Feb 05 2010
oh i don't know, because i'm your gf and subbie? 0.o. and you do matter to me. you wont let me so i can't prove to you i will, though. so it helps neither one of us this way.. :(
i would love to be your secretary. just let me know when and if you think you can trust me to do so. (bad timing to ask, i realize that).
MyArmyLife
14:10 May 21 2010
I'd just go on an ass kicking spree. Then again, I'm "unstable" with "anger issues".
Then again, it's all because of people like that doing the same thing to me.
Viscous cycle much?