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The numbers game
03:53 Aug 31 2007
Times Read: 941

Okay I was at 40,000 Favor when the games went bye-bye. With the new way of earning it, in the 10 days since I've managed to earn 522 Favor. That's less than 4 days worth of hangman. Man, I really hate the people who caused this shit. No I'm not bitching about Cancer making the change, it's his baby so he'll do what he thinks best. But I can be pissy about the people who with their stupidity ruined it for those of us who loved playing the numbers game. I was so sure I'd make it to 50,000 by Thanksgiving and now there's no way that can happen. Poot!

Hey Rat I think I found it!
17:47 Aug 30 2007
Times Read: 953

Please ignore this entry as it's just a test of some music I'm trying to identify for the Rat!

I don't think Raid can handle this!
08:05 Aug 29 2007
Times Read: 973

Do you realize VR has an infestation? They are insidious and ever growing, just when you think you’re safe another pops up. Bugs? You ask all frightened of creepy crawly things with multiple legs. Oh this is so much worse, these creatures begin as any other but some time they grow quickly until there they are, a full-fledged Sire! Oh No! You say? Yes you are quite right to be afraid! 108 sires to date and umpteen number of covens running right now! Oh heavens what dangers we are all facing as they move freely about inciting unrest among those unable to walk out at will to go exploring. It’s terrible I tell you, Raid can’t handle this for goodness sake someone call Orkin!

Amen....
20:47 Aug 28 2007
Times Read: 979

This is just flat funny! It's not about religion so don't go getting uptight, just read to the bottom and you'll understand.



LORD, THEY'RE FINALLY TOGETHER ... She married and had 13 children.

Her

husband died. She married again and had 7 more children. Again, her

husband died. But, she remarried and this time had 5 more children.

She

finally died after having 25 children. Standing before her coffin,

the

preacher prayed for her. He thanked the Lord for this very loving

woman

and said, ' Lord, they're finally together.' One mourner leaned

over

and

quietly asked her friend, ' Do you think he means her first, second or

third husband?' The friend replied, ' I think he means her legs.'

Holy Batshit!
03:24 Aug 25 2007
Times Read: 995

I finally did it! I passed the Acolyte test!!!!

I have been reading the vr manual, faq's for everything all week and trying to get straight all the who it's and whats it's and I almost didn't take it but I finally did take the Acolyte test and I Passed it!

I don't know if Cancer will approve me or not, they probably have more than enough already but after flunking it twice I was determined that I would pass that thing. But the man was right that sucker was hard! lol

Memories
00:59 Aug 25 2007
Times Read: 997

I was 18years old when I went to Arlington National Cementary in Washinton,D.C. I have never forgotten how awed I felt standing there staring out across those grounds at the rows of white tombstones. Though it's been over 20 years ago now, I still remember the ache inside I felt at knowing all they gave for every person in this country. Funny thing is those little signs that warn you to be quiet there, I never quite understood how anyone could be loud. If you've ever been present at a 21 gun salute, you know the meaning of true silence as those final shots end and taps plays. Every time I hear this I remember standing among those stones and the feelings I felt so long ago but never forgotten nor the men and women there.

This was so true it was painful to laugh at.
13:58 Aug 23 2007
Times Read: 1,009

*THEY WALK AMONG US*



I was at the checkout of a Kmart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again... same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64.



They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail.

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I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon For a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little Chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She

handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door.



They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail.

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One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one Of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the Sky and said, "Where?"



They Walk Among Us!

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While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She sked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and aid, "Oh I don't keep up with that stuff."



They Walk Among Us!!

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I used to work in technical support for a 24/7 call center. One day I got a call from an individual who asked what hours the call center was open. I told him, "The number you dialed is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week" He responded, "Is that Eastern or Pacific time?" Wanting to end the call quickly, I said, "Uh, Pacific."



They Walk Among Us!

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My sister has a lifesaving tool in her car designed to cut through a Seat belt if she gets trapped. She keeps it in the trunk.



They Walk Among Us!

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My friends and I were on a beer run and noticed that the cases were discounted 10%. Since it was a big party, we bought 2 cases. The

cashier multiplied 2 times 10% and gave us a 20% discount.



They Walk Among Us!

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I couldn't find my luggage at the airport baggage area, so I went To the lost luggage office and told the woman there that my bags Never showed up. She smiled and told me not to worry because she was a Trained professional and I was in good hands. "Now," she asked me, has your plane arrived yet?"



They Walk Among Us!

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While working at a pizza parlor I observed a man ordering a small pizza to go. He appeared to be alone and the cook asked him if he would like it cut into 4 pieces or 6. He thought about it for some time before responding. "Just cut it into 4 pieces; I don't think I'm hungry enough

to eat 6 pieces."



Yep, They Walk Among Us!

They Walk Among Us, AND they Reproduce, and Worst of All

*They VOTE*

Turn the Page
06:22 Aug 22 2007
Times Read: 1,020

Well yesterday really kicked me in the bottom and I admit I wanted to throw a hissy fit. Good thing I don't keep chocolate around here or I'd have been in trouble, even better thing that I forgot about the ice cream in the freezer. :)



I drug the notebook and calculator out today and sit down and went to working it all out. It'll take me a bit longer to pay off some things but I can still swing it. It'd be nice if all this medical stuff was at least tax deductible but alas single with no dependants means what the government taketh they keepeth.



Got some good news my blood glucose monitor that hasn't been working for 3 days now (I contacted the company on friday and they fed ex'd me a test kit) well it turns out instead of my monitor being bad it was a bad set of strips. Yipee they're even going to replace those if I'll send the bad ones back to them. No sweat folks where do I mail em. At 75bucks for a months worth of them I'm really happy to do that.



Finally the weather broke and it rained a bit then cooled down. I so want fall to get here. Got to check with Rat & Birdie to see if we're going to the Ren fest this year. I hope so but things are so wild for us all right now. Cross your fingers for us, please.

And a cherry on top!
06:29 Aug 21 2007
Times Read: 1,035

I truly didn't think this day could get any worse and while techically it's another day, I've not been to bed so I'm still counting it as yesterday. My life, my logic. It starts off really good with me waking up sick but I managed to get past it and my family didn't catch on. The I had a bunch of business calls to take care of and thats when the world decided it was dump on me day.



I started by calling Nissan whom I bought my Altima from brand new and purchased that Premium Gold extended warranty for over 1000 bucks. The electronic rear view mirror in my car that automatically darkens at night and has no way for me to manually adjust it had peeled or something and isn't working anymore. I contacted my local dealer but the teenager working the desk couldn' tell me and said I'd need to call the company. After answering umpteen dozen questions about my name, address, phone, Veh Id number and even the mileage on it, they finally ask me what's wrong it it.



I explain that it's a safety issue as I'm blinded at night by headlights and it's an electronic component that I cannot easily replace and it costs nearly 200 dollars so I believe my extended warranty should cover it. 5 minutes later the answer is Of course not. I thank the nice lady for the absolutely worthless fucking warranty quite politely and hang up.



Moving on, I recently had major surgery and prior to doing so contacted the hospital involved and my insurance company about the charges involved and deductable. I would need to pay a 250 dollar deductable per year of which 216 was still needed so I took 216 to the hospital when I checked in and paid it in full. This was supposed to be it. So Saturday imagine my surprise when I get a 750 dollar hospital bill that says the insurance company has paid their part this is now my responsibility.



I finally got through the damn computer recordings to a person and asked what the hell was going on and she says well yes you did pay your deductable but you also have to pay a 1000 dollar out of pocket charge but we applied your deductable toward that so it's just 750. I asked her when the hell that had been added to our insurance as it was new to the policy I had got and she said it was a codicil added on by the governer this year to offset the rising costs. God bless his republican heart, he's a mother fucking docter that ran on fixing the health care system in this state.



I hope the prick gets shingles. So now I get to figure out how to pay off the hospital that I hadn't budgeted for but I've got an ideal. I was planning to pay off a credit card but I guess I'd better switch it instead. But darn it I really wanted to clear some debt off me.



Now I find out that my nephew is going to be moving into my brother's side of the duplex for an unknown amount of time. He's 25 and normally stays with his girlfriend and their 2 kids. I have no real ideal why he's not there now but I do know that him over here means his drinking buddies in and out all day and night. Normally I'd say fuck it, it's not my problem but all the doors in this place use the same keys. They get his, they get in here. I love my nephew but he's not the sharpest knife in the drawer and he's quite innocent in some ways.



Several other petty thinks popped up to rub like sandpaper on an open wound today and then it wraps up with the best screw over of all. No more HANGMAN! Apparently someone found a way to cheat at the game... I don't know how that works but okay. Now for those who don't know me well Half the reason I joined VR was to play hangman. Rat was here and in a coven and I saw here playing and had to try it, fell in love with it and joined the next day.



As soon as I could I joined a society and started playing. Now for the sake of some jerks I can't play anymore. Honestly I'd like to have the game back, keep the Favor I just want to play. It was like my pacificer. I relaxed my mind and though while playing that game. So all in all a real motherfucker of a day.



*sorry for the cursing but I've had more than I can handle and have fallen into old habits*

Wonderful weekend
20:13 Aug 19 2007
Times Read: 1,046

I have had a wonderful time in the Coven of Covert Correctitude and found everyone there to be talented and great folks. Deadman13, thank you so much for inviting me and for the excellent job you are doing there. Well Done my friend.



I have left the coven and petitioned for entry back home in Umbrae Octo. Hopefully they'll take me back. I really need to get back to earning Favor and my friends there.

How Strange
18:49 Aug 17 2007
Times Read: 1,061

I am at the moment a wandering Sire as I believe they are called. I just left the house for a visit to the Coven of Covert Correctitude over the weekend. My house master Sabastion not only gave me permission but said he'll even let me back in on Sunday. :) How nice I get to spend a couple of days at a "spa" and then crawl back home to sleep happy in my own bed. lol But at this moment I'm waiting to hear from Deadman13 about my "guest pass" and strangely pushing that little red link to leave the house was quite hard. I feel a bit at odds at the moment, I just hope the rate doesn't drop much.

You know me and even numbers :)
15:13 Aug 17 2007
Times Read: 1,063

Nightgame

House Message Master

Detail Master

News Master

Forum Master

Favor earned: 40000



This may not be big as the heavy players here but it looks really good to me. I think it's taking me about 3 months per 10,000. At least that's the pace I'm at right now.

For All my Married Friends and Single Ladies
20:10 Aug 15 2007
Times Read: 1,073






BEFORE AND AFTER MARRIAGE



BEFORE - You take my breath away.

AFTER - I feel like I'm suffocating.



BEFORE - She says she loves the way I take control of a situation.

AFTER - She called me a controlling, manipulative egomaniac.



BEFORE - Saturday Night Fever

AFTER - Monday Night Football



BEFORE - Don't stop.

AFTER - Don't start.



BEFORE - Is that all you're having?

AFTER - Maybe you should have just a salad, Honey.



BEFORE - $60/doz.

AFTER - $1.50/stem



BEFORE - We agree on everything.

AFTER - Doesn't she have a mind of her own?



BEFORE - Victoria 's Secret

AFTER - Fruit-of-the-Loom



BEFORE - Charming and Noble

AFTER - Chernobyl



BEFORE - Idol

AFTER - Idle



BEFORE - I love a woman with curves.

AFTER - I never said you were fat.



BEFORE - He's completely lost without me.

AFTER - Why won't he ever ask for directions?



BEFORE - Time stood still.

AFTER - This relationship is going nowhere.



BEFORE - Croissant and cappuccino

AFTER - Bagel and instant



BEFORE - You look so seductive in black.

AFTER - Your clothes are so depressing.



BEFORE - Oysters

AFTER - Fishsticks



BEFORE - I can hardly believe we found each other.

AFTER - I can't believe I ended up with someone like you.



BEFORE - Passion

AFTER - Ration



BEFORE - Once upon a time

AFTER - The end





15 PIECES OF ADVICE TO BE PASSED ON TO YOUR DAUGHTERS



1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers.



2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door.



3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them

all up there.



4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone.



5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway.



6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you

can tell them apart.



7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to

make some woman miserable.



8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself

types.



9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest they are too old

for it.



10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.



11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital.



12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even

in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.



13. If he asks what sort of books you're interested in, tell him checkbooks.



14. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes; it

means that you laugh at his.



15. Sadly, all men are created equal

Now for your viewing pleasure
20:11 Aug 14 2007
Times Read: 1,077

Great music by the Stones with the lovely video of Depp and Bloom, what could be better!

I'm starting to change my mind.
04:21 Aug 14 2007
Times Read: 1,083

Warning: Monster Rant in Progress!

I was rated another 1 the other day. This makes the second time recently both by whelps.

I had already rated their beginning profiles, one with an 8 and the other a 9 as she actually had written quite a bit about herself there and with good grammer and decent spelling. After they returned my rate with a 1 neither saying why, I messaged them both and asked for the reason as I can't fix problems without input.



One claimed to have slipped and hit the wrong key because she was sleepy while rating and that she liked the profile and meant for it to be a 10. *She never did however rerate it, it's still 1*

The second said she had multiple windows open and a friend was "helping" her rate and yet goes on to say that she feels art on a profile doesn't define the person, words do. But she's sorry for the 1.



In this case I had to respond, while I do have about 8 pictures on my profile some of them very small, I put the most of the things I liked in a scroll box so that people who don't wish to, won't have to look at it to get to the bottom. But I do have a great deal of text and I actually worked very hard to describe myself and my beliefs even my stand on child abuse. There is more text there than most but then I talk a lot.

Her response is another "I'm sorry I rated you 1" but again says no picture can define a person. The pictures on my profile do not define me, the text does but I'm now beginng to wonder if she even bothered to read it!



I use the art in my profile to break apart the different text sections about me and my life and my beliefs not to define them.



So far in my time here on VR I have resisted the urge to return the same thing rated me when I've already rated a profile since I know revenge is petty. But honestly I'm starting to feel real petty! My profile may not deserve a 10 and I'm okay with anything above a 5 since it has taken a lot of time to work on but may not suit everyone but there's no way in hell it deserves a 1 and from two people who have yet to even try to make a decent profile.



I've noticed other members who warn folks right on their profiles that they return whatever they are given and I am beginning to see exactly why. If you're going to rate someone a 1, for gods sake have the balls to say why and not make feeble excuses. I ought to rate them a 1 for that alone.



Okay rant over. (returns RedQueens box)

From someone I respect
04:58 Aug 13 2007
Times Read: 1,095

I was asked and accepted to be a Patron of The Coven of Covert Correctitude, by Deadman13. He is a person I truly respect and like here on VR and I love the concept behind his coven. If you've not read his public pages, you really should. Not only is he a good writer but with his experiences in other societies he implemented only the best of ideals in his own.



I find myself in some very special company as a Patron with LadyMinaMurray, CountessMoon, LadyKrystlynDarkstar and LadyWinterRogue, all women that I enjoy here and think are very special myself. Now how cool is that!



I only hope it's possible for me to visit with them next weekend. That would be so cool but only if I can do it without causing problems for my house. I'm terribly happy in UO and think Sabastion is a great House Master. I've thought about sending Cancer a thank you message for gifting us with him but was worried it'd jinx us and we'd lose him.



I was very happy when Jason was house master and confess to some concern when he was promoted. I could have left and tried to join my friends at that time but I'm really happy I didn't. There is no way a better house exists on VR than UO, and it has nothing to do with rankings.



Things are getting so exciting for me here, the job of historian in my house is work but fun work as I like history and have some great assistants. I'm always on the prowl for a new member to recommend for the house. People with personality and fun and a desire to express that with us. You would think after over a year on VR and in my house I would be less active and outgoing but I'm just too darned happy to be quiet about it all. (oh shush Rat & Bird, so what if I'm never quiet) lol

I just couldn't resist.
21:18 Aug 10 2007
Times Read: 1,102

As my friend the Rat said, Kookie is the side that so rarely escapes these days from the Birdie but when she does it's always either fun or scary! I ripped this off VW who stole it from Kookie. It's too funny not to be able to watch often. Thanks girl for the laughter.

I love this group
17:54 Aug 10 2007
Times Read: 1,106

This is simply beautiful music and art.

Now this is a first!
04:37 Aug 10 2007
Times Read: 1,113

I got the following comment left on my profile tonight. I honestly have not the foggiest on how to reply to it at the moment. I'm laughing a lot and a bit indignant at the same time.





obscurusmercury

| Block |





Date: 23:19:22 - Aug 09 2007

Rating: 10

Comment: You were very open and I like that alot about people, you may need to tone it down alittle- too much information about a person leaves no room to want to know her any longer than it takes to read her profile.



Good Advice I'm sure but while my profile is probably wordy *I talk a lot* it is by no means the ALL of me. lol Goodness there's not enough room on the server for all of me. I have more than enough information and stories and dreams and ideals to keep my friends new and old entertained.



Funny thing is she's a new profile and a darned good one too! How's that for weird.

A naughty Joke!
22:55 Aug 09 2007
Times Read: 1,119

A man and woman were dating. She, being of a religious nature, had held back the worldly pleasures that he wanted from her so badly. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they slowly drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow-driving habits. “I can’t stand it anymore,” she told him. “Let’s play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit of 60mph you drive, I’ll remove one piece of clothing. He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached 65mph and she took off her blouse, at 70 off came the pants. At 75 it was her bra and at 80 off came her panties.

Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree! His girlfriend was unhurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. “Go to the road and get help,” he said. “I don’t have anything to cover myself with! She replied. The man felt around but could only reach one of his shoes. “You’ll have to put this between your legs to cover it up,” he told her.

So she did as he said and went up to the road for help. Along came a truck driver. Seeing a naked crying woman along the road, he pulled over to hear her story. “My boyfriend! My boyfriend!” she sobs. “He’s stuck and I can’t pull him out!” The truck driver looking down at the shoe between her legs replies, “Ma’am, If he’s in that far, I’m afraid he’s a goner!”

Busy times
18:15 Aug 09 2007
Times Read: 1,123

Finally, I'm starting to feel myself again. I have so many things I want to get done, projects to work on and stuff I have been wanting to explore. It seems I've felt so bad for so long and just couldn't bear to go for it. Well I'm finally pulling out of that funk.



I'm working hard on the historian job I've got in the house and really enjoying myself. Hard part is trying not to get so distracted reading things that I don't do the work. lol Oh well I'm learning lots anyway.



I'm just about ready to tackle that acolyte test (again) and hopefully 3rd times the charm. :)



Lots of jobs here at home I want to take care of before the weather changes. I would really like to finally get my room painted. I only started the job in 2004, right before I fell and began the whole repair your knee, retirement necessary treadmill. It sucks the way it looks now and I want it fixed! Wonder if the Rat and Bird can be bribed to help, heck I need help picking out a color! I hate the one I started back in 2004. lol



I've decided to join the adopt a whelp program as I think that it's a really good thing and since I like talking to folks anyway, why not?

Have sent Artemka a request for more info on it at least. :) They may not want me if they ask VW & Elemental, I'm a had cat. lol



Then there's my spiritual side, I so need to work on it. My belief is unwavering but my form can use a lot more input. In other words- Bad Witch needs to spend more time in circle. lol



Which brings me to another thing I want to explore, and that is other religious beliefs. I know so little while I want to know so much. Horrible problem there isn't it? As a youth my questions had to go unanswered as there was no one else to ask or talk to and no library or bookstore that carried texts about other faiths. Now there is the internet and I can explore forever if I want.



As I said I have so much I want to do and friends I have missed talking to as I withdrew into myself to handle this illness stuff. I need to get back into my normal behavior. A little bit crazy, a little bit funny, a lot of talking and just enough serious to keep me sane.



I missed the first harvest ritual as I was laying around healing but I didn't miss the meaning. I have much to harvest and so to work. :)

Getting there
00:32 Aug 08 2007
Times Read: 1,130

Went to the surgeon today and had the stitches removed. Yea! glad that's over, while it never hurts I just really hate getting stitches out, a very icky feeling for me. lol but it's done now and according to him the incision looks like it's healing very well and the hard ridge that's formed and hurts quite a bit is called a healing ridge and was just what was supposed to be there.



Great news there, now I wish it'd go away as it really gets sore and hurts from the way I hold my head when using the computer. A real bummer, there. But he gave me a perscription for sythoid to start taking daily to keep the remaining thyroid from swelling and said he'd need to see me in a year. Yipee!!!! So glad that's done, now get the healing over and this ridge gone and get my life back to normal. Well normal for me at least.



On another note today would have been my dad's birthday. He's been dead 20years now and I honestly still miss him. I can still remember his voice, his smell and his laugh, the shape of his nose and face and how red skinned he was from so many years working in the sun. My dad couldn't read or write beyond signing his own name. He had dsylexia before folks around here knew what it was or how to help it, he left school as a child and worked on the family farm. Which worked well for his 4 older brothers because it freed them up to get the hell out of the hollar as soon as they graduated high school. Pop never held it against them but I'm not as kind hearted as Dad was. We sure had our problems when I grew up, independant as hell and unwilling to accept the role of "woman" as defined by my backwards relatives. We fought often and harshly but neither one of us could hold onto anger worth a damn and we got over it. Anyway I miss you Paw and wish you were here to celebrate your birthday.

Fun
05:41 Aug 05 2007
Times Read: 1,142

Got out and went to Rat's tonight and Birdie was there too. Pizza, ice cream and movies, it was a wonderful blast. I thought Birdie might kill us as first when we wouldn't stop talking and ended up pausing the movie while we discussed our different VR stories of the week. But finally we quieted down and the movie was on, The astronaut cowboy with Billy Bob Thornton. I had never even heard of it but it turned out to be a pretty darn good movie. The we watched Bruce Campbell's part 3 of the evil dead or something like that, I can never keep the names straight. But it was the campy horror movie and I love it. A bit of gore with a side of laughs. But mostly it was just wonderful getting together again with my sisters. Even just a few hours with them, make my world such a better place.

Words mean so little!
00:52 Aug 03 2007
Times Read: 1,157

I have waited until the final results are all in and I'm off the pain meds so that my head is for sure clear before trying to say what my heart is telling me. My words will no doubt be so inferior to what I would wish to say to all of the wonderful people here that have given me such support through this cancer scare.



I have met some truly wonderful, smart, caring and helpful people since I joined vr. I would never have believed it until I experienced it for myself but you can truly make connections with real people online.



Then I became ill and as the tests drew on and on never getting any better news I grew quite depressed but could always find something or someone here on vr to raise my spirits. My true life friends did so much of it they deserve gold medals in standing by a whiney butt. I cannot tell you how wonderful they are but then a lot of you already know that and them for yourselves. Vampirewitch39 and Elemental, you are so special to me.



Then I had RedQueen and Chordewa always checking up on me and cheering me up when I needed it. Chivving me on when I needed it too. lol QueenMorbid and BubbleGumClaudia were always there to talk to and so was KCRC, bless his heart, and Vlkodlak a couple of wonderful men there. (Taken of course) There are many more such as Artemka and Stabb666 and others I am sure I've forgotten to name, I am sorry but I truly do thank you all.



If they were busy I found such wonderful friends in my House to talk with also ForeverSeeking and PlatinumWitch and Priss all who lent me an ear and support when needed even though some of then were not even aware of what was going on. My House Master Sabastion was a truly great person through this all.



When I was failing in my comittments to the house and told him what was going on, his reponse was "your health comes first" Then he went further and and joined with the others who were sending me prayers and energy for healing. Thank you for that deep kindness.



So many wonderful people roam the halls of VR and many of them are the quiet ones and some the ones you'd least expect to be truly kind and caring people. But I know them for the hearts they truly showed me. You are "real" people and deserve so much more than I can ever say in thanks. But I'm on the mend now and I wanted to say it before too much time passes. Thank You each and every one of you.

Well ain't this funny
08:17 Aug 01 2007
Times Read: 1,168

It's 3am and I can't seem to sleep. I'm tired and want to but its one of those nights when thoughts just won't quiet down. Probably due to my excitement at the news from the final pathology report today. NO Cancer! I was thrilled when the doctor told me. I'll still have to go in for tests to keep a watch on what's left since the nodules were of the type that becomes cancer. Dang what a thing t tell a girl, it's like good news bad news always with them. lol I don't care I'm clear now at least.



Got to wear the stitches for another week but at least they lessened the bandages. I still look like I lost in a real bad bar fight but they keep telling me it won't be a bad scar. Funny thing is I've never once asked about it scarring. I really didn't give a crap, I just wanted it took care of.



I guess they think every woman who comes in there is freaking over how it's going to look but they might have at least noticied none of my questions involved looks. Mind you I don't really want a big scary scar but since I'm very pale with the fair skin of a redhead, I'm going to scar, I knew it from the git go. I'll take care of it and keep it as best I can and let mother nature decide how I'm going to look, she did the first time, so why not now?



Okay I'm getting silly and I think it's time I just shut my dumb eyes and let sleep come or else have a really good daydream. Goodnight.